Lust Wears Red [Vminkook Friendship]

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Jungkook's Groupchat

Jimin:
Time to go to my grave🙂

Jungkook:
Is it about the Hen thingy

Taehyung:
You're so stupid for suggesting to leave Taemin alone 😒

Jimin:
Honestly guys let's be real here

Jimin:
Taemin isn't going to want to get back with me

Jimin:
It's been a month and a half

Jimin:
I crossed the line

Jimin:
Doesn't mean I won't stop trying to get better

Jimin:
Maybe this is what I need to..... Let him go

Jungkook:
This just..... Increased my depression

Taehyung:
But you love Taemin 😞

Taehyung:
You worked this hard for him😕

Jimin:
Sometimes you have to let go of those you love

Jimin:
I can't continue being selfish with him😔

Jimin:
If he wants to leave...... I have no choice but to let him go

Jimin:
But at least I'll have this moment with him before it happens😔

Jungkook:
I'm actually sad

Jimin:
Don't be, it happens

Jimin:
I feel like I'm a changed man now

Jimin:
I'm gratefully for the help I got honestly

Jimin:
Now..... I'm have to let Taemin explore his own path

Jimin:
I already taught him what he needs to know, about the good and bad parts of life

Jimin:
He's strong

Jimin:
He doesn't need me anymore

Taehyung:
Okay Shakespeare we get it

Taehyung:
Is this something you want though?

Jimin:
No

Jimin:
But...... As long as he's happy than I am too

Jungkook:
I'm so proud of you but I'm still so fucking sad

Jimin:
Well I have to meet them at this cafe now

Jimin:
Wish me luck

Taehyung:
Now I'm sad

Jungkook:
I'm just head out and cry

__________________

Already Gone - Sleeping At Last

Jimin puts his phone away with a heavy deep breathe passing his plump lips, looking up at the nearly empty cafe and steps inside. Hoseok and Ten agreed after Taemin and Jimin said they would cooperate to meet in person for a more professional type of environment.

Whatever that means.

In reality, Jimin was already preparing himself.

It's going to be hard being able to face Taemin directly in front of him, and act like everything is okay again just so he can turn around and walk out of his life for good. However he has spoke to his therapist a lot about this decision to let Taemin go, even during his anger management sessions, and he has began to grow more of that awareness and empathy that he can't just continue being selfish.