Arranged to the Mafia King

69 | Goodbye

"You know Amor...we will miss you." Papa tells Amor as we sat in a bakery.

My family, Amor, and I ate little cheesecakes. Except I was having a hard time eating mine. I was nervous because after we had an hour left him before he had to leave. My dads will take him and I'll stay behind with my siblings.

I know I'll collapse and be too sad to take him myself. I can't drive with tears in my eyes - they'll blind me.

"Titan will miss you most definitely." Nolan mumbled, and I narrow my eyes at her.

"Isn't that obvious?" I sneer at her, and she nods in a mocking way. I face back forward and saw Amor grin at me patting my shoulder. "Don't...do that."

He chuckles awkwardly, nodding. I wasn't trying to be rude at all. I just didn't want to be comforted - there was no way that I could be comforted. Especially with the fact that we are doing it like this...

We eat together for the last time until next year, That's not a nice thing to think about - at all.

I've already to terms with the fact that he's leaving. I can't do anything about it and I won't do anything about it. It just comes down to me figuring myself out now while he's gone. Seeing what I am capable and once school is over my dad is going to start showing me the works of being King of the Mafia.

There's...some worries. My dad took it over with no issues and had no problems. He accumulated respect and I also heard he's done so in lewd ways...when he was a teen. I can't really seem doing that...

I don't have any friends in the mafia world. Only the yakuza - but I won't say Kenji's kids count. I am friends with Shōdai twins, and I will definitely make an alliance with them once I become the leader of my dad's group.

My dads truly kept me from the mafia world. I know information, but it's just small - unimportant information. It also doesn't help that I don't know my grandparents.

On papa's side I heard they are very salty over the fact that their foster children were taken from them. As of right now...I'm not sure what they're doing - probably living their lives. A minority of them stayed in the mafia world, most of them left...smart.

On my dad's side...all he has is his little half-sister Trinity. She's twenty-one, and to be honest she cut off the family. My dad says she wants to avoid this kind of world...I get it. Her dad was killed and her mom is wherever.

I just wonder...if there are even threats anymore. My dad handles all his business very thoroughly and I never hear anything bad. If there is a problem...I am never informed on it. It's just...handled.

I wonder how it'll be for me...

"Titan you've been awfully quiet over there." I hear my dad tease, and I look at him. Seeing his arm around papa's shoulder. I just look away from him, grinning.

"I'm thinking." I say, and I see Cassian take my chocolate pie. "Hey, you didn't ask."

"Hey, you weren't eating it. It's mine now." Cassian snapped back, going on and eating it. I look away from him and now at Amor.

He looked nervous for me - I don't know why. I'm the last the person he needs to be worrying about!

"Titan remember what I told you - don't forget." He reminds me, and I nod.

"Yeah...you'll come back looking like a whole new you." I state, causing him to snort as he shook his head.

"Not that! The other thing...about finding yourself."

I nod slowly, I see my dads look curious about what he could be talking about. Except they were honestly the last people I wanted to talk to about finding myself.