Holding Onto You

Ch. 40

Maya's pov

"Well Ava left real quick." Bailey comments.

"She's going to go see Jacob. I don't really blame her. If I were away from you that long, the second I got home I'd be flying over to your house."

"I don't blame her either, I'd do the same thing. I totally forgot that was her plans for tonight."

I turn my head to her and see her laying on her side with her arm propping her up so she can look at me, "So what do you want to do?" I ask.

"Aren't you tired?" She asks.

"Not that tired."

"I don't think there's that much we can do right now with you in this condition. We could watch a movie though, or play a few rounds of call of duty." She says.

I pout, "That's boring."

She chuckles, "Ok what do you want to do?"

"I vote you kiss me and see where that leads." I say.

"It won't lead to anything more than a kiss. We won't be doing anything sexual for a while Maya. I'm not ready for one. Two, I don't think you are even if you say you are. You don't just go through something like you did with Kenzie and be totally willing to do it with someone again months later. You need time to heal from something like that. Also, you still do not have the ability to fully move yet. You can't even walk further than a hallway right now with a walker. We aren't in any rush with our relationship Maya. I don't think that we need to rush into sex." She says.

"You know Ava did a lot of things using my brain in a coma. I think that if we did something then maybe I could function better. Doesn't sex like do something for the brain."

She rolls her eyes, "We are not having sex and going to use the excuse that we thought it'd make you better. Sex can boost some chemicals, yes, but not regain all your ability to move due to an orgasm."

"We have not exactly tried it so how would we know? We can't rule it out until we try it." I say.

"It's a nice pitch, but no." She says.

"Damn." I sigh.

"We also won't be doing anything while your parents are here, thats weird." She says.

"Ok, you did find a flaw in the plan. I didn't think about that. Yeah. I agree with that."

"Your parents didn't create your siblings when you were in the house, lets give them that respect ok?" She asks.

"I mean we don't know that." I argue.

"Babe, you used to go to your grandparents a lot. Or they'd ask you to go to a friends house at the same time your other siblings did." She says.

"Welp I didn't think of it like that, now that realization is hit and I don't exactly appreciate that Bailey. I liked not knowing when my parent's got freaky." I say.

"Sorry." She laughs.

I probably should've realized that when all of us had to get out of the house it was because they wanted to do stuff, but I didn't and I liked it that way. I am now away of just how active my parents sex lives are and I could've lived the rest of my life happy not knowing this information. I am not exactly liking this new information.

"How long have you known that information for?" I ask.

"I won't tell you. I don't think you want to know."

Oh dear god. Have I seriously been that oblivious?

"Yikes." I say.

"I love you babe." She says.