She's lost In A Sea Of Poetry

You'll always have a piece of me

I still love you

I never stopped loving you..

Never.

Not even when you thought that maybe I had..

Not even when you hurt me..once,twice, three god damn times

or maybe even four..

(I stopped counting)

Not even when we didn't speak for months because of it..

Not even when I went out with someone else for a little while..

Not even when I hadn't seen you in months and years..

I never stopped loving you.

I have loved you for years now..

What feels like forever..

What started as a simple, childhood crush..

became so much more

So much more than I could ever thought

What started as a helpless crush on a childhood friend

became more as years went by

And you broke my heart a few different times now

And you've apologized every time after

And someone would tell me, anyone would tell me

that I'd be a fool to still love you

That I'd be a fool to still talk to you

That I'd be a fool for still hanging on

But I can't help it..

I can't help but still love you..

And I think a part of me always will

Even if I don't want to

You have my heart till the end of time

We've made so many memories..

I love you..

I love you..

Sometimes I don't want to

But you can't always control who you love and how much and

for how long

And I really do think I'll always love you

in some shape and some form and some capacity

You will always have a piece of my heart

There's no getting around it anymore

And it kinda hurts

But it's beautiful..

And I know you still love me too

And you don't have to say it

Our conversations, after everything, after all this time do

Our interactions speak for themselves

I might be a fool for you but I'm not blind

I know you still love me too

I know you wish you never hurt me

I know you never want to hurt me again but, you can't promise me you won't

I know life is complicated

I know you wanna stay, but you don't know if you can

I knew you'd be back 

I knew I'd see you again

And I know you might leave again

And I know it might hurt more

But I know you love me

And you just have your own life to figure out

And I just have to trust that what is meant to be will be

And you and I feel like destiny

Like there's no avoiding it

No getting around it

It feels like you and I are just a matter of time

And even if you were to leave and never return

It feels like part of us will always love each other

despite it all

despite everything that has happened

and everything that might

And that's love,

that's true love..

this hasn't ended

and it might end for sure one day

between us

but we'll always love each other

in some form

some capacity

And you could tell me I'm wrong Hun,

but darling, love you know I'm right

And I have been right all along  

And someone could tell me I'm a fool

for loving you and they might be right

But that doesn't mean I don't

I just do

We have history

An undeniable connection

and so many memories

so many feelings

And you could never forget them

You could lock them up in a box

You could try to ignore them dear

And I wouldn't blame you

But you couldn't if you tired

We'd never forget each other

Not in a thousand life times

I've tried to forget you

Hell I fell in love with someone else

But in the end, god I swear 

somehow, for some odd reason

no matter how much I try

it's still you

you

you're the one who has my heart

you stole it a long time ago

And I don't think I'll ever get it back anymore

And I don't know if I want it back anymore

Keep it

I love you

And I don't know if I'll ever stop loving you

And I don't know if I want to

And someone could call me a fool for still loving you

And they'd be right

But I can't help it

I just do

And I can't see myself stopping anytime

You'll always have a piece of me

Always

Even if I didn't want you to