I could break him,Smash him, Stomp on his heart,Tell him I'm done and he'd be affected by it.
But that's the thing i couldn't do it.
I couldn't hurt him.
He could smile,hug his ex girlfriend and I'd run in the other direction but he could put his foot down and i couldn't without being too scared of hurting him,so I'd just let him hurt me.
I would keep my mouth shut.
I wouldn't say a word.
I stopped confronting him when something went wrong.
He had turned into my disease but i was still his cure.
What do you do with someone like that?
Should you save yourself?
I guess i should save myself but i just can't find myself to do it.
I can't hurt him.
I don't want to hurt him but he's hurting me.
It's like i don't know if I'm what he wants anymore and i wont till i hear about the pain i might put him though.
I wont know till we've broken up and he can't stand being without me.
I wont know how much i meant to him until he shows how much i meant,if i ever really did mean anything to him.
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PoesíaA sea of poetry, of metaphors and similes written by me