She's lost In A Sea Of Poetry

A tornado could be heading straight for me and i wouldn't budge.

I hate emotions.

I hate how they change so quickly at the push of a button,

at the spark of one thought.

I hate thinking so much, and worrying so much.

I hate anxiety.

I hate feeling this way.

I try best all the time to not.

I try to forget everything,

but sometimes I think too much and feel too much.

I feel like I'm drowning,

and it's hard to find land again.

It gets hard to breathe,

My mind starts spinning.

I can't think straight,

and i don't want to do anything ,

but sit in my room or, lay in bed.

I zone out,

negative emotions, and thoughts overcome me,

and right then and there nothing else matters.

A tornado could be heading straight for me and I wouldn't budge.