She's lost In A Sea Of Poetry

Just For Me

Sometimes i try.

I try too hard.

I try and it is never enough.

But with you i never have to try so hard or even at all,

yet i still do and i still will,

As you still look at me like i'm a diamond in the rough.

You treat me like a queen even though i have such a sour touch.

You drive me insane.

Up the walls and back down.

 Oh and how i qestion you,and me and us way too much.

How i don't see what you see in me.

How could i ever be a pearl in your eyes?

How could eveything you say not be full of lies?

I believe you but sometimes i feel like just hiding in a cornner.

How could you see this in me?

No one else sees it, no one else believes it so why do you?

Why do you?

I find myself asking all these qestions to anwsers that i most likely already have and if i don't already have theam i freak out because i need to know.

I really need to know how you really feel.

I really need to believie it alll,every word you've ever spoken.

But what happens to me, what happens to you, and happens to to us if i don't?

If i don't believe any of it what will happen?

I want to believie it but i just can't see it.

It's like looking though a telescope, if you can't touch it is it even real?

So show me.

Show me you mean every single word, and every stare.

Show me that these things i think are just beautiful lies are actully the cold, hard, bitter and yet beautiful truth.

Because these lies will hold me down.

But these truths of ours will set me free.

And while they do they will drag me farther and farther out to sea.

So please, oh please won't you set me free?

Set me free.

Set me free with your words,oh please.

But oh would you only carve the most beautiful ones,the most beautiful ones into my memory,oh yes,just for me?