She's lost In A Sea Of Poetry

Beauty.

You know I use to believe i was not beautiful.

I still have trouble believing it some days.

But ever since there was an us,ever since we had fallen in love i realized i was indeed, truly beautiful.

I don't know why i had realized that on our Valentines.

I have no idea what it was that made me stop laughing and think to myself 'oh god i must look so beautiful right now'.

Maybe it was the laughter coming from my mouth.

Maybe it was you.

I don't know what it was,I'll never know but i have become so much more confident since last year and the year before.

Though I still look at other girls and see how much more pretty they are than me.

I began to forget just how pretty i am still till i look in a mirror.

I don't know what changed me that day or that year.

It might have been you,the heartbreak,the passion or all of it but whatever it was I'm grateful.

I actually love who i am today and i hope i always will.

Thank you,for the memories, for the heartbreak,for making me grow.

I wouldn't be who i am today,without you.

And i kinda still miss you,but i am too busy caring about myself right now to ever go back to you.

I guess the next thing  is for me to learn that another girl's beauty,is not the absence of my own.