Her Touch [Completed]

Forty Five

"We're doing it, babe."

Kyndra hooked her arm with mine as we walked through the crowds of people. I couldn't help but feel overwhelmed about finally graduating.

It was the night of graduation and there was so much emotion. I couldn't begin to explain everything that I was feeling cause it was all too much.

When we came to the field and everyone was sitting in the crowds, it really hit me that this was happening. I still couldn't wrap my head about it.

It's been the longest four years of my life that I didn't even think I was going to get through. The struggles and hard work finally paid off and we're all about to be free.

From high school of course.

We have the world to take over next.

My mom, Caleb and Katie were all in the crowds somewhere. I knew they were watching me and I couldn't help but feel nervous.

"You nervous?" Kyndra asks, fixing my tassle.

I grabbed her hand and placed it on my chest. "You feel my heart?"

She chuckles. "Damn."

"I'm beyond nervous. This is it, Kyndra. We're finally graduating and it doesn't feel real."

"Yeah, all these emotions I'm feeling are pretty intense." She smiles at me. "How are you feeling? Like, mentally wise?"

The last week has been pretty rough. I tried forgetting everything that happened and I finally told Kyndra about everything.

She was supportive. She talked to me through hours of the night and was always here to listen.

She said she felt the same way, but started talking to someone about everything. I guess she finally decide to go see a therapist about the shit that happened and I was happy for her.

As for me, I didn't want to go see someone. I saw someone for years and they never help.

Kyndra talked to me though and it helped.

I even went to Dylan's when I felt like cutting. She was there and held me for as long as she could, telling me it was ok and she loved me.

Mom finally found out about the cutting.

She- I'm not even sure what the right words are but she wasn't happy about it. She freaked, which meant she was extra about everything, even watching over me every second.

But I got better and I've stopped.

All thanks to my friends and family.

Kyndra got better over the course of the last week. I wasn't sure if she was going to come out of the state she was in after losing her brother.

I knew it was impossible.

Something you never get over.

But, I knew she was strong and although she may smile and act like she's fine, I knew behind closed doors she's screaming.

But I've been here with her through it all and I'll continue to be here no matter what.

I told her that we were in this together and we're going to be ok.

My head has gotten a lot better and I'm feeling better. I'm still taking medicine for the pain, but it's mostly all good now.

The stitches won't come out until another week now and I was beyond ready.

"Well well well." Harvey came up to us and we both pulled him into a hug. "We're doing it."

"Unreal." Kyndra said.