First Person
Episode: Currents
Chapter 19
It's been a few days since the Motel mishaps.Stiles hasn't texted or called me which is weird but make sense since he thinks I'm still mad. I mean yes I technically am but now it's mostly at myself.
I'm laying in bed reading a book for school when he walks into my room.
I look up at him shocked. "Um hi."
"Hey uh Lydia let me in uh I mean after a few tries she did at first she wanted to leave me outside." He tells me awkwardly.
"It's uh good that your here actually I need to talk to you." I tell him sitting up.
"Uh oh." He says worried.
"No no. Not like that. It's not bad. Well maybe it is I'm not really sure how you'll feel." I tell him.
He nods and then sits on the end of my bed leaving space between us.
"Um first I want to apologize for the other night. I shouldn't have yelled at you. I feel really bad about that." I tell him.
"It's okay. I get why you were mad. I should have told you sooner." He says.
"I uh I didn't mean to control you. I didn't even know I did it until after. I looked in the mirror and I saw my eyes and—" I stop myself not wanting to tell him how pale I was and the dark circles until my eyes.
"And what?" He asks me concerned.
"And I just scared myself." I tell him. It's not a lie. I was scared.
"Is that what you wanted to talk about?" He asks me.
"There's something else. At the Motel when I was um not myself. I uh I got really mad at Lydia and Allison. They were ask g a bunch of question about me and you and I got so pissed that I just left." I tell him.
"Yeah I know. They told me. They saw your eyes change." He says.
I nod. "I didn't know where to go. I didn't want to go to you and Scott so I just started to walk down the halls. It's like I knew where I was going somehow. I ended up at Isaacs door."
He nods for me to continue.
"I didn't even know what room he was in but somehow I ended up there. It's like it was my body being controlled by someone or something else. I didn't hold the reigns and I didn't call the shots." I explain to him how I felt.
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