Diary of an Introvert

60: fin.

I don't know what exactly to feel.

I should be happy but honestly, this reality, is breaking me.

I never doubted the life I spent in my dreams. As I look back, it was not perfect but still it's too good to be true. Am I a fool for not realizing it?

I am not what I thought I was.

The people I met, the ones I hated, and loved never existed.

I was asleep all this time.

I was running from reality.

I wonder why, it had to be me. What have I done to deserve this?

It's really heartbreaking to know that those laughter, cries, fights, hugs and kisses felt so real but they're not.

I fell in love with the life I created. 

I fell in love with the man I hoped existed. 

Honestly, I don't know.

Should I stay awake or should I sleep again?

They say the truth will set us free but...it's breaking me.

***fin***