DEAD LINE

35- Truth

AZURENITA

I envy those people who live their life to the fullest. Those people who don't have regrets. Can we just live peacefully? Can we wake up everyday without worrying any problems? Can we just live without pain? I laughed at my own thoughts. No one can live without pain. No one can live without having a single problem.

But am I way to young to have this kind of problem?

Nanghihina parin ako dahil sa mga pinagtuturok sa katawan ko. Parang hinihigop nito ang buong lakas na meron ang aking katawan. Magkakasama parin kaming tatlo pero tulad ko, gano'n din ang sitwasyon nila.

"I had fun with you, girls. See you later," Beige said in glee. Does seeing us in pain really makes her satisfied? I don't know. That girl had a twisted mind.

Three consecutive days, I feel nothing but pain. Sometimes I just want to hang myself up or jump into a high building just to end this fucking pain.

But, I cant.

Hangga't nandito kami sa loob ng impyerno na ito, walang makakalabas ng hindi dumadaan sa paghihirap. I wonder when will this pain ends.

I felt sorry for them. It's the real torture. Seeing them weakening is the real torment.

"H-hey, just hang on, okay? Mylene w-will do something to get us three out of here. L-let's just wait," Divi said almost whispering.

These past few days, Mylene was our companion. But of course, in a secret way. She said she has no choice but to work for the mad doctor for the sake of her daughter's life.

I always said that Molly is fine. She's with her father and she's safe. But no, the doctor put a chip in his nape. And if he activated that chip, the virus-X will spread throughout her body and she'll become a monster. Ayaw kong maniwala sa kaniya, pero the moment they inject chemicals inside my body... fuck! It's like experiencing hell.

Minsan nakaka-experience na ako ng hallucinations. I sometimes caught Azie smiling while facing the wall. And Divi? She's always singing the Barney song every night. Hindi ko na maintindihan kung ano ang pinaggagawa nila saamin. Kapag nagtagal pa kami dito, tuluyan na kaming mababaliw. Mabuti nalang at hindi kami ginugutom.

"Here's your food. Kumain kayo, para mabawi n'yo naman kahit papaano ang lakas na nawala sa inyo," nilapag niya sa sahig ang mga pagkain. Mylene always do this, pumupuslit siya sa cell namin at naghahatid ng pagkain.

"Y-you must go, baka makita ka nila," sabi ko sa kaniya. She cupped with a worried expression.

"Malapit na, okay? Kaunting tiis nalang, makakaalis din kayo rito." I just forced a smile to her.

"She'll be happy to see you soon," I said.

She smiled at me faintly. Those eyes, I know how she misses her daughter. Bakit hindi napakadali ng mga problemang binibigay ng mundo ngayon? It's fucking unfair!