The Boss [BxB Mafia AU] |✔

20. More than that...

~ "I want you" said Jake, hoping against hope that Donghae might realize what he really meant. ~

-Chapter 13. Pains and Attractions.

"So by adding 50 billion Euros for the financial services of Falcon Industries can be more cunningly profitable than simply highjacking some idiot's bank account," muttered Hyukjae while looking at the tablet PC on his table.

It was almost 11.15 at night and Donghae had refused to leave him even for a moment. Jake had felt guiltier by the second for yelling at him but if he was being honest with himself, he loved the way Donghae was stubbornly staying with him without making a sound.

True, he had been annoyed when he couldn't find Donghae anywhere in the house and Luca had been no fucking use! Somehow, having Luca by his side side didnt make up for not having Donghae...it was like some part of him was missing.

'Am I fucking missing him?' Hyukjae had thought when he hadn't been able to find Donghae anywhere, 'but the damn nerve of him to go with Cecily knowing fucking well that he'll get yelled at!'

"You know what?" said Hyukjae, glancing back, but he stopped abruptly when he saw Donghae lying sprawled on his bed, with one leg thrown carelessly over the side and his hands clutching a pillow tightly to his chest.

"Shit" muttered Jake quietly, and got up. He quietly when across the floor and stood next to Donghae unconscious frame.
His breathing was gentle and Jake suddenly felt like a jerk for screaming at him.

Sighing, Jake slowly pulled Donghae's leg and kept it gently  back on to the matress. He pulled up the bed sheets over him, trying hard not to make any sound that might wake Donghae up.

Jake looked at him and smiled lightly. He switched off the bed lights and turned to leave when a slim hand caught his wrist. Glancing down, he saw Donghae looking up at him, his eyes still heavy with sleep.

"Hyukjae?" he whispered, looking confused. Jake felt a shiver run down his spine, for the voice he heard from Donghae was deadly attractive and sensual.

"What are you doing?" he asked, still blinking. His long lashes were clumped together like bold brush strokes...

"What do you think I was doing?" asked Hyukjae looking at him.

Donghae was staring at his glittering gray blue eyes for a second when he realized he was litterally sleeping on his boss's bed.

Jake saw his eyes shoot open and Donghae quickly raised himself from the pillows.

"I'm really sorry! I shouldn't have slept like that-" began Donghae weakly, but Jake stopped him from getting up and pushed him firmly back on to the pillow.

"Go back to sleep" said Jake gently. For a moment, Donghae could do nothimg but stare at Jake's beautiful eyes.

"But-"

"Just don't" cut in Hyukjae with a note of finality in his voice, "I know you're tired"

Without thinking, Donghae gripped Jake's hand that he'd been holding tightly. Something about Jake made him want him desperately.

"Jake?" he whispered, "can I ask you something?"

Sighing, Hyukjae sat down next to him. He waited while Donghae took a huge breath and tried to calm down his hammering heart.

"If" said Donghae and stopped. What in the world was he doing?

"If you want something so damn much-  but if you're scared of what might happen if you do that... would you still do it Hyukjae?"