If thoughts could kill* WWE fanfic

Part 25

"New hotel. It's been a while you know the ruleeee." Paige says as we enter the hotel lobby. Every few weeks we switch roommates, just to interact with the other girls and stuff. Nattie and I have been roommates for a few weeks now so now it's time to change. "Okay lets switch." Cameron tells us. "So who wants to stay with me?" Eva asks, "I'll stay with you." Emma says and Eva smiles in approvement. "I'll stay with you Cameron." Nattie says and Cameron squeals, "Yay! I love me some Nattie!"

"So you know what that means right honey booboo?" Paige asks putting her arm around me. I smile, "We are roommates, can you handle me for a few weeks?" She says with a quiet chuckle. I nod, "I think I can handle you." We walk to the front desk to get the key to our room. Paige and I stay on the third floor while Eva and Emma stay on the fifth floor and Nattie and Cameron stay on the first floor.

"Ahh, I hate that we don't all have the same floor." Eva says, "Me too." I say as we get in the elevator. "We will meet Yall later here for dinner, okay?" Cameron screams as the elevator door closes. "Yeah!"

The door opens and Paige and I get out, "We'll see you two lovely ladies later." Paige tells Eva and Emma. "Whats our room number?" I ask Paige, she glances at the key where the number is written. "34." She says, our room is down the hall and it's the fifth one. Paige struggles to unlock the door, "Dammit!"

"Here, let me see the key." I tell her, while unlocking it she elbows me lightly. "Look who's on the same floor as us." I look up and see John at the other end of the hall, he doesn't see me though. I watch as he unlocks his door and walks in with his small suitcase. I look away feeling my chest ache again. I had forgotten about that break thing for at least a few minutes but now it's all back again. The thing is I won't be able to avoid John, not even if I try.

I manage to unlock the room and as I'm in there I lay on the bed looking at ceiling. "You seem depressed dude." Paige says laying down on her bed. The room is cold but it feels good. "Nah." I say. "Really now? I would've thought you were going to be happy to see John. But in fact you didn't even say hey to him."

"We've been having some problems. Every relationship has problems sometimes and we're just going through that right now." I really don't want to admit John and I are on a "break". If I tell the girls we are kinda separated they're going to ask questions, and then I'm going to have to explain the whole Seth mess and the not marrying and having kids thing which I haven't told them, only Brie knows that John is not willing to take our relationship to the next level. Is this still a relationship?

"True, but Yall will eventually get over it." She says, oh I hope we do.

~

"Ya ready?" Paige asks as she fine shes applying mascara. I look at myself in the mirror, I look horrible! This skirt and shirt make me look hideous. Fat. Ugly. "Yeah, I'm ready." I say looking away, I can't deal with this right now. "You look gorgeous!" She says, lies, she's lying. "Thank you. You look gorgeous too my little vampire." She laughs at my comment, I sometimes call Paige a vampire well because she's so pale. I look super tanned compared to her.

We are walking down the hall and I can't help but to glance at Johns room. "Hurry Nikki." Paige says pressing the elevator button. I quickly walk to her. The girls are already downstairs in the lobby waiting for us. Eva is in a gorgeous purple dress, Nattie is in a grey long sleeved dress, Cameron is in a skirt and crop top and Emma wears shorts and a see through shirt. I'm so jealous of all of them. They're just so- perfect.

"Letssss goooo." Emma says, we walk outside and it's kinda chilly. The sky looks beautiful with tons of stars. I'm too busy looking up at the sky to realize that Seth, Dean, and Roman have approached. "Hello ladies." Dean says with a grin, I see all the girls mealt with a simple "hello ladies."

"Hiiii." Emma says way too happy. "What are yall doing out here?" Roman asks crossing his hands over his chest. "Dear Jesus." Paige whispers as she stares at Roman. I grin trying not to laugh. "Actually we are going to eat dinner." Cameron says. "Oh really? We are too." Seth says looking at me.

"We are?" Roman whispers and Seth gives him a look. Roman clears his throat, "I mean yeah we are."

"Where are yall going?" Dean asks. "To this Italian restaurant like down the street." Nattie answers. Seth grins, "No way! Really now? We are going to that place too!" My mouth drops open, is he serious? "We are?" Dean whispers and Seth elbows Dean. "I mean yeah we are going there." Dean says rubbing his side.

"Oh gosh. What a quinsidence." Eva says smiling big. "Yeah I'm as surprised as you little red head." Dean says, Eva looks at us with a smirk. "We needa get moving." I say and the girls nod. "I guess we will see yall there." Nattie says the walk to the taxis they called and I grab Seth by the shirt. "What's up with pulling me by my shirt? Is it that you want to rip it off?" He smiles and Dean and Roman chuckle. I let go of his shirt. "Gross no. But I know you're just doing this to annoy me!"

"Pshhh me? Nah, nah, nah." I roll my eyes and walk to the taxi. "See you there, Nicole!" He screams cheerfully. "It's Nikki!" I scream back getting in the taxi. I'm in there with Nattie and Eva, they're looking at me. "Don't even ask."

"Well then, okay." Nattie says. "Oh my gawd guyssss Dean Ambrose called me a little red head!" Eva says with a huge grin. "He's so fine! Jesusssss christ!" Nattie says. "Woah calm down you two. What would your lovers say?"

"Admit it though, is Dean not hot?" Nattie says raising her eyebrow, "Okay so hes a little hot." Eva chuckles, "A little? Girl no! He's like woooo." I laugh with them. "You know Seth is hot too." I stop laughing and stare at Eva. "Say what now?"

"What? Don't you think Seth is hot?" Eva asks. "Okay eww, like no." I say turning around avoiding eye contact. My cheeks flush and I'm glad it's dark so they can't see.

~

We sit on a table big enough for us. "Mmm girl I'm hungry." Cameron says rubbing her tummy. Seconds later a waiter comes and hands is the menu. The first thing I look at is the calories. 575, 1010, 680, 550 calories. That's so much. I decide to pick a salad with the least calories which is 300 calories. I rub my temples and then Eva says, "Look who just walked in."

I look at the door and see Dean, Seth and Roman walk in. They look like a Gods. Legit. Seth waves at our table and I squint my eyes looking at him angrily. "They're so nice." Cameron says. "Mhmm nice." Emma says with a grin. Luckily they sit on a table far from ours.

About fifteen minutes later the waiter brings our food. The girls all ordered good foods, with meat and pasta and everything. My stomach turns and twists at the sight of them. They're making my mouth water. And then there's my small salad. With nothing but lettuce and dressing. "Is that all you're eating?" Paige asks and I nod. "Yeah. I'm not really hungry, I don't feel too good."

When we are done with our food the waiter comes again to pick up our dirty plates and ask what kind of dessert we want. They all order theirs and now it's my turn. I look at the dessert section, I know I shouldn't.. I can hear Bries voice in my head telling me it's unhealthy. But I already ate a salad, only 300 calories and I'm upset because of John so I deserve some treat right? "Vanilla ice cream with hot fudge." The waiter writes it down and walks away.

"I gotta pee." I say standing up to go to the bathroom and they just nod. As I get out of the bathroom I bump into Seth. "What are you doing here?" I whisper harshly. "Umm I came to the bathroom." He says, "Oh really? At the same time as me?" he nods with a smile. "Ugh- get aw-" before I can finish my sentence I begin to feel a little light headed. Seth grabs me, "Are you alright?"

"Y-yeah." I say breath shaky. "You're pale, Nicole." He says touching my cheeks. "I just- kinda felt light headed." He gives me a look, "This Is not normal. You've gotten light headed before. Why don't you go to a doctor?"

"Because I don't need a doctor." I say, "It just can't be happening for no reason. There has to be one." I shrug, "I don't know why."

A few minutes later I feel alright and I walk back to my table. "What took you so long?" Nattie asks. "There was a line." I say which is a lie. My ice cream and hot fudge are already here so I start to eat. I close my mouth and enjoy the taste. Hot and cold at the same time, and the chocolate tastes amazing.

I open my eyes and catch Seth looking at me. And he's smiling.