Cling Onto Me

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     Everyone in Blackpink and their fandom knew how cling Rosé could get. It was a problem during concerts sometimes because she would always have to hold onto Lisa in some way. Rosé has never been too clingy at award shows though. The only requirement was that they had to sit next to each other. Lisa wasn't too mad about her being clingy. If she was being honest she really liked it. It was like she had a guardian angel. But this time at Gayo Daejun 2018 Rosé was the most clingy she had ever been anywhere,except for their dorm. They were watching all the other groups perform when Lisa felt a head on her shoulder and a hand grip hers. When she looked over at her goddess like girlfriend she placed a kiss on her head and turned her head back. She then felt the girl next to her fidget a little and then sit on her lap. "Rosie what are you doing?!" she whisper shouted not trying to draw any attention to them. "I just wanted to sit on you." Rosé replied like it was obvious. Lisa simply rolled her eyes and put her head on the slightly older girl's shoulder. Then they were told they had to go get ready for Jennie's solo performance and get to the lifts. Jennie perked up at this and was the first to stand. As they made their way to the lifts Rosé wouldn't let go of Lisa. It's not like Lisa was complaining. She liked when Rosé got clingy. But she was never this clingy. "Hi" she heard Rosie's soft voice say. "Hey" Lisa said back with the most love stuck smile Rosie had ever seen. "Why are you so clingy today?" Lisa questioned as they waved at Jennie as she went on stage to start her performance.
    
    Truth was Rosé didn't have a clear answer to that. Rosé was diagnosed with separation anxiety when she was very young. She had never told Lisa though. She thought it would cause Lisa to leave her. She just played it off as wanting to cuddle and be close to her. "I just want to be close to you that's all." Rosé said. At that their manager told them to prepare to be lifted up on the lifts. Rosie stood up off of Lisa's lap and went to her lift. She took one last look at Lisa as a reassurance that she would be ok. Though Lisa didn't know that was what it was for...yet. Lisa nodded to Rosie as they felt their lifts start to rise. If Lisa was being honest she couldn't keep her eyes off of Rosé and the obviously fake smile that was on her face while performing. As soon as they heard the song that signaled that the filming was over and they could get of stage Rosie nearly ran to Lisa. "Hey, you okay?" Lisa questioned. "Yeah, I'm fine." Rosé said lying through her teeth. When they got back to their seats Rosé was pondering on when she should tell Lisa. It was a big deal to her that she tell Lisa she just didn't know when. But when Rosé was finally brought back to reality the award show was over. On their way home Rosé kept a firm grip on Lisa's hand. Lisa was the only member that didn't know about the separation anxiety. That was the only thing keeping Jennie and Jisoo from laughing at Rosé being basically on top of her girlfriend. When they got back to the dorms Rosé prepared herself for what she was about to do.

   "Hey Lili can we go to our room?" Rosie whispered in her ear. The maknae made up an excuse to their unnies and lead Rosie to their room. "What's up Rosie?" Lisa asked sensing something was wrong just by the look on her face. "I-I have something to tell you." Rosie muttered. "Well what is it?" the girl next to her asked with a look of worry in her eyes. "I have separation anxiety." Rosé quickly spit out. A look of confusion spread across Lisa's face, she knew what that was but she didn't realize what Rosie had meant by that. "Oh." was all Lisa said. By Rosé's expression she realized she had said the wrong thing. "I-i-i mean uh what do you mean by that?" Lisa quickly mustered. "Well that's why I'm really clingy to you, it only happens with people I love as like more than a friend or family so, yeah." Rosie explained. Lisa's eyes lit up at the words "love as like more than a friend". When Roseanne finished Lisa couldn't help herself but launch herself on top of Rosé. "W-what are you doing?" Rosie stuttered. "I was going to kiss you but I guess since you don't-" Lisa was cut of by Rosé pouncing on her and attacked her with kisses until she got to her lips. She slowly leaned in and kissed Lisa. If you asked Lisa she would say it felt like heaven. Their mouths moved in unison and as they ended their soft kiss all Rosé could do was gaze into Lisa's eyes. She wished she could do that forever. She knew that one day, she could. She was brought out of her thoughts when she felt Lisa tuck a piece of hair behind her ear.

"Hey Rosie?" Lisa whispered. "Yes?" Rosé muttered back. "Why don't you get clingy with Jennie-Unnie and Jisoo-Unnie?" Lisa questioned, a childlike sense of wonder danced around in her eyes. Roseanne just chuckled at that and said "Well because I don't love them as more than a friend." she said simply. Lisa couldn't help the love struck smile that pushed it's way onto her face. Rosé smiled back. "Roseanne?" Lisa said. "Yess?" the other girl answered. "I love you" Lisa breathed. "I love you too Lalisa." Rosé replied. Lisa felt a smirk wipe off her smile. "You looked really hot at our performance today." Lisa sneakily said. Rosé couldn't help the snicker that came out of her mouth. "Really? Because all I saw was your sexy ass dancing and you looked so fucking hot." Rosé whispered in Lisa's ear, biting her earlobe after. Lisa couldn't help but shutter as she felt the soft lips she loved envelope hers. They're tongues moved in a melody that you wouldn't capture in a song. Rosie hummed into the kiss and softly smiled into the kiss letting Lisa take the lead. As they pulled apart Lisa couldn't help herself but to instinctively grab Rosie's chin and pull her back in earning a giggle from the girl and a squeal that was muffled in the kiss as she picked her up. She slowly sat them on the bed with Rosie straddling her. When Lisa needed air she pulled them apart and suggested they change before the continued.

   When they were done changing Lisa was wearing one of the pink pajama sets Rosie had bought her and Rosé was wearing Lisa's oversized t-shirts. When they returned to their soft make out session they heard a few small snickers and giggles from their doorway. When they looked up they saw Jennie and Jisoo scurrying away. Lisa took this as a moment to sincerely tell Rosé something she wanted to say when Rosie told her about her separation anxiety. "Rosie?" Lisa whispered. "Yeah Lili?" Roseanne whispered back. "I love you so much," was all she could get out before Rosie couldn't hold in her giggles for any longer. "Sorry Lisa, but I was thinking about this video a blink sent me on instagram of us, I didn't know you got so jealous!?" Rosie laughed out. Lisa had a questioning but comedic look on her face. "Here let me show you." Rosé said guiding Lisa to the top of their bed. As Rosie opened her phone, she quickly intertwined her body with Lisa and leaned her head on Lalisa's shoulder. Lisa leaned her head on top of Roseanne's as she searched the username 'chaelisasdaughter' in her instant messages on instagram. Quickly they felt into a deep hole of compilations of them getting jealous,them being flirthpy with each other before they started dating. Lisa couldn't help but chuckle at some of them. She leaned down to kiss Rosé's cheek and continued watching the videos she was showing her. They broke into a fit of laughter after reminiscing about the oblivion of their younger selves. As they turned on their television that was in their room, Roseanne couldn't help but think about how lucky she was that she got to date Lalisa Manoban, the sweetest,sexiest,funniest girl in the world. Remembering the day she fell in love, May 7th. A day locked in her memory forever. "Rosie,can I finished what I was telling you earlier?" Lisa pleaded. "Oh yes of course sorry about the distraction." Rosé apologized. "It's fine don't worry about it Rosie, just know you can always cling onto me."

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