Following her parent's divorce, her family moved back home after years of being away. He was her brother's best friend and She was enchanted by him and his passion towards music. Will things go downhill if they fall for each other?
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"never underestimate a man's ability to make you feel guilty for his mistakes."
-jinae's pov
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I must admit I haven't really been myself lately. In my defense, there's been so much going on I feel like I can't breathe sometimes. And while it does feel nice to have a million adoring comments, for every all-caps love letter, there's straight-up hate mail. I used to think of social media as a place where I could engage directly with the fans and, in a sense, encourage positivity on their profiles. My entire social media presence is devoted to my followers. Everything I post, from song teasers to selfies to refreshing youtube videos, it's all directed to them. But now, social media is just a mediator between me and my haters. it's too negative now. dealing with getting more attention for my personal life than my work, really took a toll on me.
While being an idol comes with its perks—money, clothes, travel, getting to have a really cool job—there are also a lot of downsides that, sometimes it's downright awful. From being stalked by paparazzi, losing privacy, and depleted self-esteem. A lot of celebrities have gone from absolutely hating their notoriety to becoming more accepting of it, I do think it was necessary for me to feel all these things in the first place for everything to be clear and move on.
At the end of the day, a huge part of why I have a platform is to help people. That's why I think I'm okay with the magnitude. I mean, I'm not really okay with it—but I'm going to say that I am because it's worth it. So I've decided to stop complaining about it.
That being said, I was determined to have fun tonight.
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Surprisingly, I wasn't the first to arrive. I looked around to see familiar faces. I hung out with Hanna and seoyun for a while and as I searched for wonho, my eyes darted at the man who was drinking his sorrows away. He looks so sad.
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