Falling all in you JJK ff

Chapter 35: It's Over

"Sometimes you need to take a break from everyone and spend time alone, to experience, appreciate, and love yourself."

~2018...

-Hanna's POV

You know that feeling you get, like something really bad, is about to happen. I've had that feeling since yesterday. And oh boy how I wish I was wrong.

I woke up this morning to articles claiming that mark and I are dating. I had tons of texts. I ignored all of them and sent a quick text to Jungkook telling him I'll come to see him today. I frowned not getting a reply. 'maybe he's busy' I thought brushing off any negative thoughts.

We had a group photoshoot and there was extra work that needed to be done at the studio before I was done for the day.

During the whole photoshoot, all the girls seemed to be worried about me. I tried my best to be enthusiastic and show a smile. Every one of my members was having their own problems, they didn't need to worry about me.

I can't seem to do anything right. It sucks to feel this useless.

When we were finally done with the shoot, Minjee and I headed to the studio while the other members went for their other schedules.

Minjee and I were working on a few finishing touches before the production of the song would be finally done. I glanced at Minjee before breaking the silence. "you know I'm here whenever you're ready to talk."

"I know. Actually... I can finish this up you should go and sort things out with jungkook."

-Jungkook's POV

I got jealous, to an extent I have never felt before when I saw those pictures. Hanna and I haven't been able to meet as often as we used to these days due to our crazy schedules. I needed her. my mind was going to places it really shouldn't.

I wanted to punch someone. I was pissed off and everyone else needed to fuck off. on top of this, the contract thing has been bothering me.

my hyungs are all going through hard times, resigning would make everyone more miserable than they already were right?

Ugh, I hate feeling so helpless. I hate that I can't talk to my girlfriend because we're both fucking workaholics. I hate that this is all so overwhelming.

All of my life, this is what I wanted. I wanted us to do well. who knew how bittersweet that would be...? I was lost in my thoughts when I heard soft knocks before the door opened.

"jk~" I nodded glancing at her.

"Did I... do something to upset you?" Hanna asked me quietly.

"what's going on with you and mark?" I asked her.

"wha- nothing!"

"then what's with that picture that has been going around."

*chuckles*"seriously? Jungkook-ah, you more than anyone should know not to take those things seriously."

"I guess I'm sick of seeing my girlfriend with other guys. I'm sick of everyone thinking you're dating all these other men." I blurted out.

"how do you think I feel when I see you being shipped with all those girls huh?! I feel just as frustrated, baby."  she tried to calm me down. but it was in vain, I let my emotions get the best of me.

"at least I don't get photographed with any of them." I raised my voice.

"you're unbelievable." she scoffed.

"Are we really gonna fight about this?!"

"I mean there hasn't been an 'us' for a while now. tell me, are you cheating on me?"

As soon as I said those words, I felt guilt run through my whole body. I don't even know why I said it. maybe I was taking all the stress and frustration from work on her again. or a part of me has been insecure about not seeing her as much. either way, I'll never forget how hurt she looked. I expected her to slap me, shout even; instead, she just stood there in disbelief and softly spoke with tears.

"no jungkook I can't... I can't do this anymore. We'll just keep hurting each other. I don't ...... I don't wanna hurt anymore......  We're done."

.........

She looked back at me for a good second.

......I walked up to her and held her with all my might. "please don't. we can fix this. We can talk this through like we always do. I shouldn't have doubted you. Baby, I need you...... please don't go. I love you so, please stay". ......At least, that's what I should've said.

Instead, I said nothing, and she said "goodbye jungkook."

And just like that, we were over.