MGBF2: RETRIBUTION

CHAPTER 50

Ren's POV

"AC let's talk, please come out." It's been almost ten minutes of me knocking the door para lang lumabas siya at kausapin ako.

To be honest I'm really hurt by the fact that I am hurting her so much right now. I don't want to intentionally hurt her but I don't know I think I'm just too fucked up.

"Baby let's talk please."

"You should just go home. Please. Just leave me alone." She answered and by the tone of her voice she is definitely crying and it hurt to hear her cry because of how stupid I am.

"Fiancée please talk to me. Let's talk baby please. AC kausapin mo naman ako. Please come out." I pleased her but she didn't even respond. Nakakita ako ng card sa may coffe table and use it to open the door. And there I saw her on her bed sobbing.

"AC, look I'm very sorry." Sabi ko habang palapit sa kanya.

"Leave." Tanging sagot niya sakin.

"I'll do whatever you please baby, but please let's talk." Sabi ko at naupo sa tabi niya.

"Ano pa bang kaylangan mo sakin Ren?" Tanong niya at naupo paglatapos ay humarap sa akin. Iwipe her tears using my thumb as I fix her hair.

"AC I'm sorry please. Patawarin mo ko sa mga nasabi ko sayo. I'm just really angry. AC I love you. Please I'm very sorry." Sabi ko at nilapit ang mukha ko sa kanya.

"You'll do anything right?" Tanong niya at inilayo ang mukha niya sakin.

"Yes. Anything fiancée I'll do it for you." Agad ko namang sagot.

"Ethan you know I love you. But love isn't enough para manatili pa tayo sa buhay ng isa't isa. You'll have a family soon, and I'll ask you favor. Please remove me from your life. Unlove me, kalimutan mo na ako. Kalimutan mo na lahat ng mga nangyari sa pagitan nating dalawa. Things aren't getting better, this is way more worst than it looks. Hindi pwedeng makuha mo lahat ng gusto mo. This is the real world Ethan, grow up. Hindi na tayo bata para ipilit lahat ng gusto natin. Mahal kita pero hindi yon sapat na dahilan para balikan kita. Try to figure things out Ethan, I know you could do it. I know you will and you must." She said and I don't normally cry but this shit is just too deep. I can't do those.

"AC please give me one more chance at papatunayan ko ang lahat sayo. AC hindi ko kaya na mawala ka sakin. You know I can't live without you. You're my life, kung mawawala ka lang din naman sakin then it's better if I just die-"

"Shhhhhh. Wag mong sabihin yan. You'll survive throughout this. We just need to let go of each other." Putol niya sa sinasabi ko. I can't. Hindi ko kaya.

Hinawakan ko ang mukha niya and kissed her in the most passionate way possible as my tears keep falling down. It hurts a lot seeing my girl hurting so much because of how stupid I am.

I let go of the kiss and hugged her tight like I can't hold her again.

"I love you always and forever." I said as my tears continue to fall down on my cheeks. I let go from the hug at tumayo habang hawak ang kaliwa niyang kamay. Nakatingin lang siya sakin with the bug question in her face.

"Can we dance?" Tanong ko sa kanya and she look at with confusion.

"Please?" Tanong ko and gladly she stand up. I held her hands putting them on my shoulders then I put my hands around her waist.

"Bakit?" Tanong niya napatingin lang ako sa kanya. Thinking that I might not have the chance to do this again.

"I'll sing a song for us to dance." Sabi ko at pinahid ang mga bumagsak na luha sa pisngi ko. I took a deep breath and close my eyes as I lean closer to her.

I started to sing while my eyes are still close, I don't want to cry anymore. I can't

Do you remember when I said I'd always be there?
Ever since we were ten, baby
When we were out on the playground playing pretend
I didn't know it back then
Now I realize you were the only one
It's never too late to show it
Grow old together
Have feelings we had before
Back when we were so innocent
I pray for all your love
Girl our love is so unreal
I just wanna reach and touch you, squeeze you
Somebody pinch me
This is something like a movie
And I don't know how it ends girl
But I fell in love with my best friend

After the chorus I open my eyes then I saw her with tears. Isang pilit na ngiti ang pinakawalan ko sa aking mga labi at ang gusto ko lang mangyari ngayon ay sulitin ang pagkakataong ito na kasama siya. It's like I don't ever want to let go. I know I wouldn't but I want to held her tight in my arms.

"I will miss this moment." Putol ko sa katahimikan niya. I just stare at her without saying anything. I held her face as I tuck her hair behind her ears.

"I LOVE YOU CHRISTLIE KATE MONTENEGRO." Sabi ko habang pilit na pinipigilan ang pagluha. She pulled me closer and hugged me tight. I hugged her back a minute later I pulled out. I kissed her hand at pagkatapos ay binitawan na ito.

Tumalikod na ako sa kanya at nagsimulang humakbang palayo. Hindi pa man ako nakakahakbang ng tatlong beses ng hawakan niya ang kamay ko.

Agad ko namang siyang nilingon and suddenly felt her kissing me, I kissed her back and we are slowly being drown by the kisses of each other.

Para akong nananaginip at parang hindi totoo ang mga nangyayari ngayon. Kung ito man ay isnag panaginip ayoko ng magising pa. Mas gusto ko ng makulong sa panaginip na saya ang dala kaysa sa totoong buhay na puro sakit at pighati ang dala.

Alam ko lang sa sarili ko na masaya ako ngayon pero alam ko rin na hindi to magtatagal. Isa lang ang sigurado ako ngayon. Mahal ko siya at patuloy ko parin siyang mamahalin.