The Moon's Redamancy In Fall [Tsukishima x Yamaguchi]

fourty.

Inspired by the song "Do I Wanna Know?" by Arctic Monkeys.

❝So have you got the guts?
Been wonderin' if your heart's still open
And if so, I wanna know what time it shuts
Simmer down and pucker up, I'm sorry to interrupt
It's just I'm constantly on the cusp of tryin' to kiss you
I don't know if you feel the same as I do
But we could be together if you wanted to

If this feelin' flows both ways?
(Sad to see you go) Was sorta hopin' that you'd stay
(Baby, we both know) That the nights were mainly made
For sayin' things that you can't say tomorrow day.❞

CW/TW: SMUT

(ya'll this will be my first smut chapter ever, so please, bear with me and pray after this 😔)

Yamaguchi

Tsukki grabbed my ass, as a slight gasp escaped my lips when his long, slender hands gripped my thighs, he carried me in his strong arms as he quickly made me sit on the teacher's table, the box of decorations were pushed away, making it scatter all over the floor, but we didn't care.

I slightly groaned into Tsukki's dominant kiss, wanting nothing more than the glorious touch that I was so sure about him that would supply me with. I felt like a wild animal, starving for his touch.

I grew impatient, so impatient that I started to worry myself if I'm really Yamaguchi Tadashi. (lol, ya'll i'm squealing rn)

Tsukki smiled into the kiss, reaching a hand down in-between our bodies and firmly cupping me through my black slacks. I was rewarded with a lustful moan from Tsukki, entering it's way into our deep, passionate kiss.

Tsukki pulled away from the heated kiss as he stared so intensely through my eyes, his brown eyes piercing mine, "D-Do you want this?" He asked, his hardening shaft pressed against my thighs, he was palming my cheeks as he was still breathless from our kiss.

I was hesitant to answer but I nodded, slowly, Tsukki's lips quirked up into a smirk and catched my lips once again, "Oh fuck . . . Tadashi . . ." He moans against my mouth, my spine shivering from the way he said my name, "Y-You don't know how many times I've played these moments in my head,"

He brought his hand up to the stiff button on my slacks, patiently teasing it out of the buttonhole. I jolted violently, hissing from the feeling of a cold, slender hand snaked it's way into my tight slacks, slipping down under the elastic of my boxers and gripping my pulsing flesh.

I close my eyes, as I tried to pull away from his hand that was gripping my shaft, I felt anxious, scared, desperate and lustful, mixed emotions stirring inside of me, I felt like throwing up. This can't be happening.

"T-Tsukki . . . Someone might see us . . ." I choked, I felt the tears forming by the corners of my eyes as I clutched his broad shoulders.

Tsukki's eyes were so soft as he studied my face with expressions so eloquent, "You'll be fine, Yamaguchi . . . Don't worry, it's just me," He tried to ease up my tensed up muscles, not letting go of my pulsating erection, "No one's here, relax and just focus on what I'll do to you,"

He started to move his hand up and down in a slow, leisure manner, Tsukki grinned as I moaned desperately, burying my face into his neck, whimpering softly against the tendons and fragile skin there.

"T-Tsukki . . . Please . . . H-Hurry," I mumbled against his neck, begging him to amplify, my hips started to jerk up to meet his grip into a fast manner but he held my shoulder down.

Tsukki had that smug look on his face he always wore when he thought about himself so highly, "Calm down, be patient . . ." He whispered in my ear, his breath shaky.

Slowly but with purpose, his hand slide the length of mine and then back down, repeating this action multiple times until I was already quivering and clinging onto him.

"Tsu . . . Tsukki~" I gasped and groaned deeply in my throat as Tsukki sunk his sharp, teeth into my arched neck, nipping and sucking as his excitement grew.

I felt something twist at the pit of my stomach as I flinched with every stroke of Tsukki from my manhood . . . I'm so close.

"Come, baby, come just like this,"  Tsukki's voice was thick with emotions as it rasped through his lips, sending me into a gasping convulsion, his voice intoxicated me. I was now trembling and gasping like a fish out of water.

Tsukki's rythym drastically changed into a fast pace, my visions started to blur and my head became fuzzy and light, oh no . . . Sharp, little pants echoed around the classroom.

I gave a slight scream as the heat in my tummy uncurled, Tsukki quickly placed his other hand over my lips to prevent me from screaming all the way, "Shh, shh, quiet down, someone's here," He whispered, abruptly stopping his strokes as he kept a skeptical eye over the door.

I leaned my head over his shoulder as I came undone on his hand, my breathing uneven, our chests heaving up and down ever so rapidly. I felt so weary I wanted to sleep there and then.

My blood drains from my face when we both heard footsteps walking towards the room. We both froze and didn't move an inch.

No, shit.

A familiar woman's voice was heard by the corridors, as it approached the door, "Tsukishima-kun! Yamaguchi-kun!"

It was Suzuki-senpai.

"What?" Tsukki exclaimed, almost yelling, I felt his chest vibrated by his voice in my ears as I leaned over him on his chest, it was a good thing I was facing towards Tsukki and not the door - or Suzuki-senpai would've seen me doing lewd things with Tsukki.

Oh, god no.

Are we going to get caught?

"I thought you guys were arranging decorations?" She asked, I hear her voice and I didn't move an inch from Tsukki.

Tsukki sighed, "We will, Yamaguchi opened up about his problem about his . . . uh . . . parents and he's . . . in a pretty bad shape right now, so if you'll excuse us," Tsukki explained, I would've believed him if I was Suzuki-senpai because he sounded very convincing and very honest.

I felt Tsukki rub my back using his other free hand and his other was . . . yeah.

"There, there . . . It's okay Yamaguchi," He muttered, a little too loud so Suzuki-senpai would hear.

I hear Suzuki-senpai heave a sigh, "I'm so sorry to disturb you guys, good job in comforting your friend! I came back to get my umbrella, I left it outside the door," She apologetically giggled.

Tsukki didn't speak and lets out a heavy sigh again, "Please be quick to leave, Suzuki-senpai," He pleaded, his voice desperate for our teacher to go.

"All right, all right!" Suzuki-senpai's voice faded through the corridors until the room fell silent again.

My breathing settled, as Tsukki fumbled with his other hand to reach something from his bag - a roll of tissue paper. A wash of embarrassment poured into me like cold water, my cheeks heating up once again, "S-Sorry," I managed to mutter.

"Don't worry about it," He scoffed, as he never left his eyes on his hands, wiping it off.

"Did I do a good job comforting my friend?" Tsukki's deadpanned expression melting into a smug smirk, I felt my cheeks heat up again as he earned another punch from me.

It was all fun and games, until the guilt churned in my stomach.

What the hell did I just do?

I felt like throwing up.

And crying.