You Learn To Live Without || Chenzel Story

57. london baby

KRISTINS POV

"At what time does your plane board?" I ask while looking over at Idina next to me at the steeringwheel. "1.30pm" she answers while keeping her gaze on the road. She has been a little silent since we left the house. "You are going to be amazing dee" I tell her gently putting my hand on her hand. "I just don't like the fact that I have to miss you" she brings out. "It's only a few days and I will be able to fly over" I remind her and she nods. "atleast something familiar over there" she chuckles akwardly and I just caress my thumb over her hand. After a while we reach the airport and she parks the car. After she turns off the car she stares in front of her for a few seconds and I just watch her. "Dee we gotta go" I slowly nudge her and she just gets out of the car. I take her suitcases out of the trunk handing her one while taking the other one. I hurry after her after she locks the car and I slide my free hand in her free hand. We silently walk over to the desk where she has to give her information, check in her suitcases and to find out where to find her plane. We have another hour before she has to board so we sit down in the waiting room. I can feel the lump in my throat getting bigger at the idea that I have to say goodbye in an hour. It's not like she is leaving me but it's the first time that we're actually apart since our fight. Time seems to pass very slow but also very fast at the same time. "We will be in a six hours difference when I'm there" Idina suddenly states and I look up at her. "Yes, I will probably go to sleep by the time that you have to wake up" I smile softly while I enjoy her hand going through my hair. "Do you promise me to take your ambien if you really can't sleep?" she asks quietly looking me straight in my eyes. I look back in her green eyes and all I see is how much she cares. "I will try, but you know that I don't like taking ambien when I'm alone" I state and she nods knowing what can happen. "Maybe we should walk along the lines of your broading platform" I say looking at the huge clock hanging in the middle of the waiting room. She nods and gets up pulling me with her in the proces. I glasp my hand onto hers as we walk to where she needs to board. We have to wait another 15 minutes so I take those minutes to place myself as close to Idinas chest. I don't notice that I started crying until Idina wipes a silent tear of my cheek. "It's only a few days" she repeats the words I told her in the car and I give her a weak smile. "It's just the first time being apart for so long since.." I start but stop mid sentence not wanting to finish that. Idina nods letting me know that she understood. "We can do this" she states and I'm not sure if she is sure about that or she is just wants to repeat that for herself. "I know we can, but I just suck at missing you" I confess and she chuckles. "Well I suck at missing you too, so it's a good thing that you are flying over very soon" she says before kissing my forehead. "Flight 5329 to London can board" a female voice echoes through the speakers. "That's my flight" she sighs. "It is" I mumble wiping away my own tears. "Call me as soon as you land okay? I don't care what time it is" I state looking her directly in her eyes letting her know i'm being serious. "I will Kris, I love you" she says  beforekissing me eagerly. "I love you more" I whisper against her lips before giving her a final kiss. She blows me another kiss before walking off and I just watch her walk through the gate.

The unpleasant sound of the alarm echoed through the bedroom and I let out a annoyed groan. After turning the damn thing off I take my phone off my nightstand to find a text from Idina. "goodmorning beautiful I hope you slept well, I will call you in a few hours when I'm done with my meeting" she send this at an hour ago probably before she went into her meeting. It has been three weeks since she left for London and I flew over one time in the first weekend. Meaning that we've been apart for almost 2 weeks now and the longer she is away the harder it hits that she is so far away. We've been texting, calling and skypign whenever we can, but I just want to hug her, fall asleep next to her and kiss her. The only thing that's stopping me is my schedule at the theatre, I'm busy which is causing me not to be able to fly over. Having one or two days off won't help since the time would be too short. I snap out of my thoughts by the sound of my ringtone. A smile appears on my face when I see Idinas name on my screen and I pick up. "Hello beautiful" I beam through the phone. "Goodmorning beautiful" she answers back and I can hear in her voice that she is smiling. "How was your meeting?" I ask and she remains silent for a second. "Yeah it was good. Joe went over all the things again before we actually want to start rehearsing." she tells with a slight hint of excitement. "I miss you though" she continues and I can feel my heart sink to my stomach. "I miss you too darling" I breathe out trying my hardest not to immediately start crying. "I wish I could come, but my meetings and work are killing me" I let out with a frustrated sigh. "Are you sleeping alright?" She asks and I let out a chuckle. "Yes I am sleeping a normal amount" I assure her. "Just checking" she tells and I can't help but smile. "Can you skype tonight?" she starts and I think for a second. "I'm skyping Luna at 12PM in your time, which means we could skype my diner, around 3pm?" she asks. "I would love that honey" I tell her and she lets out a sigh. "I gotta run, but I will see you at 3PM okay? I miss you and I love you" she rattles before hanging up. For a few seconds I keep the phone to my ear not wanting to take it away, but then I realise she is not really on the phone anymore. I let out a sigh and get myself out of bed. Another day of missing her, but atleast I can see her face tonight. Eventhough it's on a screen.