You Learn To Live Without || Chenzel Story

16. girlfriends

IDINAS POV

"Turn that fucking thing off" Kristins hoarse voice comes from the other side of the bed when I turn myself around to turn off the alarm. "Why the hell is it even on.. It's monday for godssake" she groans while she sits up rubbing her hands in her eyes. I chuckle at the frustrated blonde next to me. "Goodmorning to you too grumpy" I lean in for a kiss and soon enough her lips form into a smile. "Goodmorning beautiful" is her response. "You forgot to turn it off didn't you? Or do you just want me to wake up grumpy?" I just smile in response before getting up. "I'm gonna go for a shower now. You get up because if it's up to you. You will spend the whole day in bed" I throw her a wink before getting into the bathroom. "And what's in it for me?" I hear from the bedroom. "A kiss after I get out of the shower. But only when you get out of bed and get dressed" I shout while getting of my pjyamas. I turn on the shower to get it warm and put a towel on the sink. "Kris I'm dead serious, you can't stay in bed the whole day. And I have something important to tell you after I get out of the shower. And I'd rather have you in decent clothes when I tell you that" I chuckle when I look around the corner to see the blonde spread out on the bed. "I'll be out in 30 minutes, be ready!" with that said I close the door and step under the warmth of the falling water. My thoughts wander off to the fact that I'm gonna ask the beautiful blonde, who is probably still in bed, to be my girlfriend in a few moments. Is she ready for that? More importantly am I ready for it. Does she love me enough? For me there is no doubt about if I love her. I love that blonde girl more than anything in the world. Even more than being on stage. What if she says no? Okay Idina stop making that up! You will be fine.
I turn off the shower and dry off my body. "Kristin you have 10 minutes. You better be out of bed" There is no response from her side which can mean that she fell back asleep or she actually is ready. After putting on some make up I open the door to the bedroom to find Kristin sitting on the bed scrolling through her phone. She looks up from her screen and I can see her eyes go up and down my body. "Okay stop that, it's not that I'm naked" I scoff making her mumble something about the fact that it won't be the first time. "kristin, get you dirty mind out of what the hell you're thinking now" I can feel my cheeks burn up at the memory of her walking into my dressingroom while I was just out of the shower. Even since that happened I learned myself to put at least something on before leaving the bathroom. "You look beautiful" my body tensed a little at the sudden closeness from the blonde who got herself out of bed to kiss my cheek. I just give her an small smile before putting on some clothes. 

I make my way into the kitchen to find Kristin making pancakes. She gives me a small smile before flipping the last pancake in the pan. I take 2 plates out of the counter and pour two glasses of juice. Once Kristin divided the pancakes over the two plates we make our way to the couch to eat breakfast. The livingroom is quiet besides Thunder snoring, us eating our breakfast and the sound of the news on the tv. "You wanted to ask me something" Kristin puts her finished plate down on the table sitting down with crossed legs in front of me. I swallow the last bite of my pancake and put my plate on hers. I give her a nod and sit in front of her with my heart beating faster than it ever had. "yeah uh, I really don't know how to say it. But whenever you're around my life just feels so much happier. You've been there since it happened and I'm so glad it is you whos still with me. I've been repeating this over and over in my head and there is no way that it will come out like I want to so I'm just gonna say it. Do you want to make things official?" 

KRISTINS POV (SMUT WARNING LATER ON)

Her eyes meet mine for a split second after the words she just sat and all I can do is just stare at her. I don't know what to say. My brain is overprocessing what just happened. Does she want me to her girlfriend? As in girlfriend girlfriend? Her green eyes are looking at me with that interrogative look. There are so many thing I just want her to tell her at this moment but my brain just can't come up with the words. "I, are you serious? Me?" it's said before I can think about it. She simply nods while playing with her fingers. "Kristin will you be my girlfriend?" her voice is barely audible because of her nerves. YES. That's all I want to say. I nod and I nod again. "Yes I will" her head turns up and her eyes have this amazing sparkle. Her real happy eyes, the eyes I fell in love with. "Yes I will be your girlfriend"