You Learn To Live Without || Chenzel Story

15. always

*two weeks later*

IDINAS POV

It's another day in the theatre. It's a sunday afternoon and we have one more show to play before closing off the week. Graig is finishing up my green make up while I'm bubbling with my water. Joby is putting down my dress and production people in the hallway are yelling things about how many time we have left. My thoughts wander off to the past 2 weeks. I've been talking to a counselar to progress the trauma. It's difficult to talk about what happened but it is kind of working for my brain to process. I gave up on my medication because it's not working. The tiredness kicks in during the day time and I get random energy boosts around the evening. Kristin and I are kind of living together since we love eachothers company. We switch houses throughout the week and Thunder is starting to love me even more every day. I smile at the thought of Kristins face when her brown labradoodble jumps towards me when we walk in the door. "What are you smiling at" I snap out of my thought when I hear Graigs voice. "Nothing, just a funny memory" thank the lord for the green make up to hide the bright red cheeks. He gives me a suspicious look but turns around without asking any more questions. I hear him murmurring something to Joby and I see Joby laughing through the mirror. "What was that about" my voice reveals a little bit of indignation. Joby just gives me a smile knowing very well I'll get annoyed very soon. "Are you serious?" I try not to raise my voice but I just want to know what they were whispering about. "It's nothing dina, just a inside joke between graig and I" she gives me one of her warm smiles while handing me my dress. I groan in frustration but i decide to let go of it. I get myself in my dress while I hear the producer yelling that we have 10 minutes till showcall. I fix up my wig, brush my teeth and put on my glasses before going to the side wing to watch Kristin in her bubble. Our eyes meet for a short moment before the music starts playing and her bubble goes off. I stand there watching for a minute until I have to get to my own spot. I wait for my que and then I run up on the stage where I get overloaded with the applause. After making my entrance I continue the scene while seeing Kristing smiling from the corner from my eyes. We started again and it's already a good one.

KRISTINS POV

After curtain call all of the cast makes their ways to their dressingrooms. Everybody is tired and is more than excited for their day off. Once I get to my dressingroom I kick off my heels and I let myself fall onto my couch. I have to get off my dress, my make-up and my hair but I have to find the motivation first. After laying there for 10 minutes I hear people walking in the hallway sensing they are heading home. I let out a groan before getting myself to the hair at my mirror to get off my make up. The blue gown is still on and my hair is full of hairspray but I just need to get that make up off. After cleaning up my face unzip my dress and slowly lower it to the ground before putting it on the clothing rack. I slip into my jeans and pull on my glinda hoodie. My hair is still full of hairspray but I manage to get out all of the bobbypins. I'll shower at home or at idinas depending on where we're gonna stay the night. I put my hair up to make it look reasonable and then I make my way over to the dressing room of my brunette girl. After knocking three times I hear a soft yeah coming from inside. "are you decent?" is my question before fully opening the door. "yep you can come in" with that said I walk in the dressing room. Joby is putting away the clothing and Idina is changing into a sweater with her towel still on her head. I smile at the sight of my beautiful girl without any make up. One day she will be my girlfriend. She turns around to meet my eyes and pull me into a hug. Joby looks up from the clothing rack and gives me a small grin causing me some confusion. After a while Idina pulls out the hug and starts packing her stuff. I sit down on the couch watching her in the process. "I'm going, see you tuesday" it's Joby who breaks the silence to inform that she  is going home. Idina just gives her a nods without looking up from cleaning up her make up dresser. I wave Joby goodbye and wait for Idina to finish up so we can go home.

3RD PERSONS POV

"MOM I got a A on my assigment" the 10 year old girl jumps around the livingroom with a piece of paper in her hand. The blonde mother smiles at the enthusiasm of her daughter. "I'm proud of you honey" she pulls the girl in a big hug kissing the top of her head. "How are you feeling today" the green eyes of her daugther look into her blue ones. She gives the girl in front of her a little smile but she is not buying it. A month ago she got bad news in her cnacer progress. She was getting worse and they gave her 6 months to live. Her daughter had cried for 4 days when she heared her news. Even though she just turned 10 she understood every single word she has been told. The fact that her mother was gonna die and that she would get worse the last few months. The 10 year old girl was informed of every single detail. She had to because her father was not there to take care of her sick mother. That was the only thing the 10 year old could not wrap her head around. Why was father always working, why was he not here, why. The tears in her tears gently got wiped away by her mother while she holds onto her mother for dear life. "I don't want to loose you mommy" she whispered against the blonde womans chest. She had to swallow the tears to not let them flow. She strikes her daughter through her brown hair. "I know honey, but I'll always be with you" She held the crying girl tight. "Mommy will always love you Luna. Always"

A filler chapter, but it's something
I hope you all had an amazing day💛
Xo mel