Smut warning ;)
*one year later*
IDINAS POV
I wake up at the feeling of someone genlty kissing my lips. "hmm, that's a pleasant way to wake up" I whisper kissing my lovely blonde girlfriend back. "goodmorning my sweet" she smiles while snuggling closer to me. "I'm still getting used to waking up to this beautiful sight" she breathes while leaving a trail of kisses on my bare body. I let out a soft groan when she kisses me in my neck. "Kris, not now" I let out making her smile. She stops her teasing session to peck my lips. After that she gets out of bed and I let my eyes go over her naked body before she closes the door to the bathroom. Soon enough I can hear the shower running and I let out a sigh. It's been 6 months since we moved in together and it has been chaos but also the best desicion ever.
2 months after we told the cast we came out to our family. We wanted to tell them first before we were coming out in public. Which was already kind of hard since the papparazzi was everywhere and not ready to leave us alone. So we took a week off to drive down to our family to tell us. Joe fixed that Eden and Melissa were able to play during that week and we drove down to long island. Before we drove down I called Cara my sister to come to our moms house because we wouldn't be able to drive down to colorado and it was easier for her to come over to long island. I wanted them to meet Kristin and honestly I just wanted their approval. Not that I thought they would judge me, but I just wanted them to like Kristin. When I told them they just looked at me in silence for about 5 minutes and I felt Kristins hand brushing against my hips. I was ready to have a panicattack, but as soon as I felt the tear starting to form in my eyes my sister threw her arms around my neck. "Oh dina, I'm so happy for you" she had whispered looking at me with tears in her eyes. It took my mother a little longer to place this huge news but eventually she started to tear up and hugged me. Cara pulled Kristin in a hug causing the small blondes her eyes to grow wider. She relaxed in the hug and smiled. The first family was checked off
We stayed the night at my moms and early the next morning we drove down to Oklahoma to Kristins parents. Mark, Kristins brother, was in town so that was an lucky coincidence. Her parents were a little more hold back by the new but eventually they accepted it. "As long as your happy Kristi, we're happy for you" Kristins mother had whispered to her daughter. Kristin had cried and she hugged her parents. And because I had been such a long ride we stayed the night and decided to drive back the next morning. We went to sleep calm and happy to get on the road again after breakfast. "We can wait with coming out in new york. I want to enjoy us for a little longer" Kristin whispers softly snuggling closer to me. "We will talk about that when we're back home" I whisper back kissing her cheek before we both drifted off to sleep.
KRISTINS POV
As soon as I open to the bedroom my eye falls on the beautiful brunette sitting on the edge of our bed. I walk up to her and put my arms around her causing her body to tense. "It's me" I say between kisses and I can feel her body relax. She kisses my lips before standing up and walking out of the bedroom without saying much. I walk into the doorway to check where she is going. I can sense that something is up with her, but I decided to let it be for now. I change into some basic clothes since we have to be in the theatre in a few hours however. Once I'm done I put away the mess in the bathroom and walk out of our bedroom. I walk through the living room into the kitchen to find Idina standing at the counter making breakfast. "Cereals are in the cabinet" she murmurs tiredly. I take the box with cereal out of the cabinet and place myself next to her. "Are you okay dee?" I ask placing my hand on hers. "I'm just tired, I'm okay" she smiles and continues to cut her fruit.
*flashback*
She smiled when I put my arms around her waist from behind slightly pressing her against the kitchen counter. "hello you" she puts down her mug while slowly turning around to face me. "are you enjoying our new home?" I smile and her soft lips connect with mine. Once her lips leave my lips she starts kissing down my neck. She moves herself making me stand with my back against the counter. In a split second she lifts me up the counter causing me to be the same eye level as her. She looks me in my eyes and she reconnects her lips with mine again. This time it's my move to deepen the kiss. I slowly brush my tongue against her lips. "Let's try out our new bedroom" she managed to bring out. I just smile and before I knew she lifts me up dragging me to our new bedroom. She gently lays me on the bed while getting on top of me. Her lips roam over my body and her hands start unbottoming my blouse. A soft moan escapes from my mouth when Idina found the weakspot in my neck. She managed to get my blouse off and was starting to on my jeans. After a few minutes we both ended up naked. After some wrestling I manage to get on top of the brunette. I grin before passionaltly kissing her. I gently kiss down her breasts teasingly nibbling her nipple with my teeth causing her to let out a soft groan. "I got you right were I want you" I breathe out while I let my hands roam around her beautiful bare body. I rest one hand on her breast while slowly lowering myself between her legs. I kiss her legs leaving a trail ending in her inner tights. Her breathing got heavier meaning that she is wound up. I teasingly strike down her opening before kissing her clitoris. Her body tensed at my touch but that makes place for a low moan. I gently suck at her clit before bringing in my fingers. "Kris" she breathes out which is my sign to start thrusting in and out. One of her hand is gripped tightly into the sheets and one hand is in my hair. "someone is needy" she lets out a frustrated groan. "okay okay" I smirk thrusting my fingers harder into her while rubbing her clit. I can feel her thighten up and I pull her body up so she is sitting. She wraps her arms around my back and I can feel her nails digging into my back but I don't mind. "Come with me baby" I whisper in her ear and within a few second the room is filled with her final high pitched moan. She falls onto her back with her chest pounding up and down while I slowly clean of my fingers never breaking eyecontact with her.
"Kris Hello? Where are you with your thoughts" I snap out of the flashback feeling my cheeks burn up. I look Idina in her confused eyes and I smile. "hmm nothing, just a flashback" I smirk causing Idina to frown her eyebrow. "you're a weirdo" she mumbles before putting away her empty plate. "I love you too" I chuckle while finishing my cereal. I do love her too
I'm sorry for posting off schedule. I'm really trying, but my mental health is a little unsteady
I hope you like the story so far💗
Xo mel
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