You Learn To Live Without || Chenzel Story

1. beautiful green eyes

IDINAS POV

"What's up with you Idina, you never struggle with that song" I hear Joe complaining after we finish the show for tonight. "It's nothing, I just had a though night yesterday" I say while making my way out of the theater. Today has been exhausting. I slept 3 hours last night and I had to rush into the theater this morning. Everyone knows that I'm always late, but this morning was a new record. "What is wrong with you dee" I snap out of my thoughts as Kristin shows up next to me. "It's nothing, I slept bad last night" she raises her eyebrow once I start walking away. "I know you're lieing Menzel" I hear her say while I keep walking towards my dressing room. I can feel the tears behind my eyes. Dang it hormones..
Once I get to my dressingroom I close the door behind me and I slowly lower myself on the couch against the wall. Breath in, breath out dina, you can do it. I can hear Kristin raising her voice at someone in the hallway. I pick up a few words and I realise she is yelling at Joe for having a moment with me earlier. I can't help but smile, she really is the best. Once the screaming stops I hear small fast steps coming towards my door. 3 knocks and her voice asking if she can come in. "come in" I say as I look at her while she comes in. "Hey you" she says with a soft smile. "Hey you, thanks for standing up for me to Joe" I smile. She looks at me in shock. "you heard that?" she squeals. "Well, you started screaming at him in the middle of the hallway, so yeah I heard you" I giggle. "I'm sure, the whole building heard you, because you yelled pretty hard" I say as her cheeks turn bright red. "oh my god" she giggles. I smile as she puts her knees up and snuggles against me. I wrap my arm around her and smile as she plays with my ring. "Dee?" "Hmm" I hum as I look up from my phone. She sits up and turns herself to me. "What do I mean to you" I smile but I shut it off once I notice she is being serious. "Kris you're my best friend dummie. You mean the world to me" I smile as I hold her hand. Her cheeks turn slighly red as she looks at her hand in mine. She has these moments where she gets insecure all of the sudden. She will ask random questions about our friendship and how she looks. "Just know that I love you very much and I'll always be there for you cheno"

KRISTINS POV

Oh god, I can bury myself alive right now. How could you possibly ask a question as dumb as this. I've been feeling these weird feelings in my stomach lately. Everytime she is the room, everytime I see her or even when someone mentions her name. I told myself a thousand times I can't fall for my best friend. I tell myself every day "kristi she doesn't feel the same for you." I tell myself that every day and still I can't help myself. I can't help myself from falling even more in love with her. "Kris? You're okay" I snap out of my thoughts and smile. "Yeah I was just thinking about our friendship" I say as I put on the fakest smile i've ever seen. She smiles and gets up from the couch. My eyes follow her around the room and I listen to her talking about her random thoughts. Something is up with her. She is acting different and I would know, because I've been checking her out since two weeks. What am I saying, the day I first saw her she took my breath away. When she leaves the room she takes a piece of my heart with her. She is my other half, my best friend and yeah I know she is my crush. "Dee, what is up with you?" she turns around and looks at me in confusion. "You have been acting weird laterly" I explain myself. She turns back around and starts to rumble around in her make up stash. "Idina Menzel, you can't lie to me" I can feel myself getting frustrated with her. Not because I'm mad, but I'm worried about her. She sighs and turns herself to me. "It's nothing, Kris. I just had a though night. That's all" I get up from her couch and walk toward her while I grap her hands. "Was it your anxiety?" I whisper as she keeps looking at our linked hands. "Dee? You can talk to me" She remains silenced while I keep stroking her hand with my finger. I lift her chin up so I can see her eyes. The tears are sparkeling in her beautiful green eyes. "I just can't Kris, I just can't talk about it" she whispers as the tears start rolling down her cheeks. "Okay, that's okay. Just talk random then, just talk to me. It's okay." I say as I let her sit down on the chair next to her. I slide a piece of hair behind her ear while still holding her hand. "it's all gonna be okay" 

A/N
Hi there, first chapter it is! I'm so excited to write this story. I just wanted to make a side note that english isn't my first language, so I know it's not the best grammar. I'm trying :)
Even though I have most of the plot figured out, there is Always place for changes. So if you have any suggestions for thing that need to happen, don't hesitate and tell me.
Don't forget to like and comment! Thank you xo

Lots of love Mel