You Learn To Live Without || Chenzel Story

33. for good

KRISTINS POV

"There might be one thing I won't miss about you dressing me. And that is you tightning my dress, because my god i actually can't breathe" I say making Jessica my dresser chuckle. "It's all part of the job" she grins. "Is it weird that I don't want to go up to play?" I let out feeling a sudden feeling of fear. Jessica gently puts her hand on my back. "I get it, you've been living this show for the past few months and now it's officially time to say goodbye" she gives me a reasurring smile. I slowly nod and give her a smile. "Well let's go have one last bubble ride then" I say trying to light up my own mood. "That's is our glinda" jessica smiles and wishes my a good last one.

When I see depressing creatures

with ungreat possesive features

I remind them on their own behalf to think of

Celebrated heads of state

especially great communicators

Did they have brain or knowlegde

Don't make me laugh
They were popular
PLEASE
It's all about popular

It's not about aptitude
it's the way you're viewed

So it's very screwed to be

very very popular
like me!

I sing myself through the song trying to make myself forget that this might actually be the last time that I will be on this exact stage with the beautiful women in front of me. I swallow away the lump in my throat and look at Idina sitting in front of me on the bed. The woman I currently hate the most, but also love so much it hurts. My weakspot and my boody trap. Come Kristin, breathe. "I wrote a book" I state causing her to look up at me. "on how get popular and how to remember me when you get there"  she frows her eyebrow being in a total confusion. I give her a reasurring smile before pull in out an actual notebook from under my pillow. Her eyes grew wider and she lets out a chuckle. I flip through the pages looking over the texts I wrote and the pictures I put in there. "First up.. Elphie everyday shower. you know maybe the green will come of. You never knew" I pause a second to look down at the picture of us on the first time Idina got greenifyd. I look up from the notebook into her green eyes. "deodorant Elphie. Always use deodorant. No one like stinky witches. Including me" I hear the audience laughing and she smiles. "Next!" I squeak in my favorite glinda tone. "Wear my pink flower. It goes good with green and it will always remind you of me." I look into her eyes holding on to that for a few seconds. I snap out of the eye contact to look at the book again. A picture of me and her on openingsnight. Us sitting on the bed while I shove the pink flower into her ravenblack wig. "Moving on to your hair. Uh yeah what about that" I state causing the audience to burst out in laughter again. "If you ever toss your hair just think of me, okay?" the okay came out softer than I planned to be and my voice kind off cracks. She just nods and I take a look at the photo I choose by this sentence. It's a selfie of us when we just woke up. Our hair both bound up in a bun and she is kissing my cheek. I can't help but smile. "clean underclothes"  I have to hold in a little chuckle when I see the photo of us wearing nothing but our undergarnments dancing through the livingroom. "uh yeah, I'm not going to say any more than that" giving her a wink hoping the audience doesn't see it. "Okay look at your posture, that's no way to be popular" I speak out pointing to the way she is sitting. "Next up, your frock.." I hold on to a little pause scanning her from up to down. "yeah you should change that.. Black maybe that would suit you" I say nodding my head slowly while rubbing my finger under my chin. "second to last your attitude... Elphie you're green okay, people need to fall for your inside.." I state while rolling my eyes. "Be Elphie, not Elphaba if you want people to like you" I smile while patting her hand. I flip to the last past glaring at the last picture in the notebook. It's a picture of us holding on to eachother looking at one another woth nothing more with love and a big smile. I close the book and after that I look at Idina. "But the most important thing to have to make yourself popular.. is to keep your beautiful smile. Always keep that beautiful smile Elphie" our eyes connect and I can see the tears twinkling in her green eyes. We take a few second before continuing the scene and working our way to the end of the first act.