You Learn To Live Without || Chenzel Story

3. no you don't

KRISTINS POV

"See you in tomorrow, John" I say to the doorman while walking out of the theater. A cold november breeze blows through my hair as I walkout out of the subway station in my neighbourhood. It's a saterday night, the sun is going under and the streets are full of drunk people. Sounds like a typical saterday night; everyone is going out for drinks and she was heading home because she had to play the next day. I sigh as I make my way to my apartment.
Once I open my frontdoor my labradoodle jumps around my legs to greet me. "Hi Thunder, yes I'm also happy to be home" I smile as I chuck her through her brown fur. While I make my way to the livingroom I kick my shoes in a corner. I crash onto my couch and turn on the tv. Thunder curls herself against me and within a few seconds she is fast asleep. While watching some lame sitcom I scroll through my twitter. Another night alone in my apartment I think to myself. Another night alone.

IDINAS POV

"come on dee, one more" I hear Jet screaming trying to get over the sound of the loud music. My vision is blurry and I know that means I had to much. "I have to work tomorrow, Joe is gonna kill me" I try to make myself clear but the music is to loud. It's probably not even 11 pm and I'm already drunk as fack. "Let's go home, I have to go home" my words are not even making sense at the moment but Jet seems to get it. Once we get outside the cold night air kicks into my face. It's a november saterday night so the weather is chilly. I don't even know what braincell in my brain did think this was a good idea, but it was to late it already happened. "You know Taye is a dick for leaving you" I hear Jet muttur next to me. We're sitting in a alley next to the club. He had way more drinks than me so he is cockeyed. Jet has been my best friend since high school. We dated for 2 months and then we both realised we were not supposed to be a couple. Then I met Taye during Rent. Jet was there the whole time. He was there when we had our first kiss, when we had our first fight, when he proposed to me and he was my best man at the wedding. He always supported me, but he also knew I deserved better. He never spoke about it, but he still thinks it anyways. He is the only person who knows what happened between me and Taye. He is the only one who knows that we divorced in the first place. And he knows the reason why. He knows the story and he was there for me when I ran away from him. He knows everything about me.

"truth or dare" he smiles when we crash into the couch in my apartment. "Jet I'm not in the mood for games" I spit out. My vision is still blurry and my stomach is not dealing the amount of alcohol I had. "Oh come on, dee it will be fun" I glare at him wanting to say something but my stomach is not having it. I turn around and rush into the toilet. "u okay?" I hear him say while I hold back my own hair. Once I'm done I get back up and make my way back to the living room. "Okay, truth or dare" I smirk while sitting down next to him. "Truth" he says while smiling. "Ugh lame, okay who was the last guy you kissed" yes guys plot twist he is gay. I see him roll with his eyes, because he knew I was gonna ask him. He needs to think a few seconds before he answers. "Uh I think it was Jemery" he smirks. "Ugh jemery the mailman? He is such a asshole" I scoff. "Okay your turn, truth or dare" he says breaking of the topic. "Dare" I say and a huge grimace appears on his face. "I dare you to call Kristin and tell her the truth" he says and I can feel all the color leave from my face. "No you can't make me do that!" I squeal. "You chose dare dina, and you know my rules. If you don't do it you have to pay the rounds. If you don't do it yourself I will call her" he smirks. "Oh and how I hate you." I grap the nearest pillow and throw it at him. I get up in order to find my phone. I trip over my own feet because my drunk brain can't manage to figure out how to walk. "Your phone is on the counter" I hear Jet laughing. I somehow get to the counter and grap my phone. I make my way back and sit on the couch. I knock back the 3 glasses of alcohol in front of me to give me some kind of courage. My mind is dazzeling while I dail Kristin her number and wait till it rings. The alcohol is kicking in.

KRISTINS POV

I snap out of my thoughts as I hear my phone. I get up and look at my phone in confusion as I see Idina her name appear on my phone. "Hi Dee?" I say as I pick up the phone. "Hi Kris" I hear her say. She sounds different. "Dee are you drunk?" I can feel the concerns taking over my body. "No, kris. No I'm okay" she maunders. okay yeah she is definitly drunk. "I just wanted to tell you something" she continues. "What is is honey" I say. I've never heard her so drunk. "Kris, I love you." My mind is confused. "I love you too dee, you're my best friend. We've had this conversation last week" I try to understand where she is going. "No Kris, I really love you. Like I want to be with you, I want to kiss you, I want you and me to be us." My heart drops as she finishes her sentence. She keeps on talking, but my mind really can't proces all of the words she just said. Get you act together Kristi. She is stupidly drunk and she probably won't remember a thing tomorrow. She is with Taye, she is happy and she is straight. She doesn't want you. 

Even 10 minutes after she hang up I haven't moved. My mind is going crazy, my body is frozen and my heart is beating way to fast. She was drunk, Kristi. Don't believe it. I try to convince myself with that, but you know what they say "a drunk mind speaks a sober heart"

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