My Instant Groom | KookJin ✔️

Ch. 38 - Irritated

"I don't want to fight with you. It's not good for Jin and Jin doesn't like it too," Jungkook reminded Namjoon and himself as they stood behind the car to get away from Jin's eyes. He knew that Jin was worried, Jin's gaze could tell.

"I have no plans to fight with you and I know Jin hates fighting. I know him well more than you."

Jungkook wanted to answer Namjoon's tirade but decided not to avoid arguments. "So what do you want?"

"Jin is pregnant and I'm sorry to say this but he's not that type who will engage in something that he doesn't know about."

Jungkook's mouth fell open. He couldn't believe he would hear something ridiculous today. Still, he tried to remain calm reminding himself again that Jin doesn't like him fighting with anyone. "I'll be honest with you but I don't like what you're trying to imply. I will never force Jin to make love with me. And I did not force him to do that the very first time."

"I'm sorry that I sounded off but you just met him not so long ago. I know because I was there when he rode a boat to Busan. And now he's pregnant. I mean, don't get me wrong but that is just unbelievable.

Jin is very naive and I know you know that. He doesn't understand the wrongs of this world. I don't even know if he understood how he got pregnant or what you and he did could make him. I just can't fathom the thought if you took advantage of all that."

Jungkook laughed sarcastically. Looking up while poking the insides of his cheek with his tongue. He had so many things going on in his mind that he didn't know how to say it all. "First, I fully understand that you don't trust me. I get it. You don't know me. I would feel the same if I were you. Second, I admit, I was mean to him the first time. Calling him names and all that. To tell you the truth, I wanted to get rid of him and I threw him out of my house twice, thrice. And to be more honest, I made him cry several times. Third, I know he's innocent. He's so pure. I used to be annoyed by that and that's why I sent him to school.

I know he's innocent but it doesn't mean he doesn't understand what's going on. He is aware. Even the head of the school who talked to him said the same. He doesn't know of some things because yes, he's in the city and what's in here overwhelms him.

He cannot survive the city if he will remain that way. He almost got himself to trouble not just once, but twice. I actually wanted to ask you why you allowed him to travel here if you know that Jin is very oblivious and anyone, including me, can take advantage of that. Have you ever thought that something might go wrong before allowing him to leave the island? You said you know better. Right?

But it was done and over. We are now living in the present and we cannot turn back time. All we can do now is to fix our past mistakes. For now, let me assure you that I did not force him to make love with me. I don't want to discuss awkward things with you but yes, he has the idea of what we did. I did consider his thoughts and feelings about it if that's what's bothering you.

I am genuinely attracted to him. It may not be love at first sight, but I discovered that as time goes by. I am not asking you to believe me, you don't know me, it's okay. But we love each other and that's all that matters."

Namjoon had some moment to swallow Jungkook's words. He didn't know what to think or to believe. Perhaps, he's on that stage where he couldn't imagine that Jin knew something he didn't teach. Though Jin already mentioned there were things Hoseok was telling him, he still couldn't believe it.

"I'm sorry. It's true, I don't trust you. Jin is like a brother to me. I saw him grew up and seeing him like that, pregnant for a man he just met is just too hard for me to accept. Perhaps, because I don't know what happened in-between.