Monster's Daughter (Legacies Fanfic)

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Hope POV Later that night (bc I hit writers block)  

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My voice distorts "You think I'm broken" 

Flashbacks of my parents

"How can someone be a miracle and a mistake" 

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"Hope wake up"---

I scream throwing my art supplies and her across the room

I wipe the cold sweat off my face

Its pitch black outside

"Josie!!"

"I'm okay hope" she says 

"You're bleeding" I run to grab her a band-aid

Josie sits on my bed holding her elbow up so I can put a band-aid on it

"Hope are you ok" She says as I finish putting her band-aid

"Yeah I'm fine I'm going to get a glass of water josie and then I'll go back to sleep ! sorry" I say quickly walking out the door

I  can't believe I hurt Josie I need to control myself maybe there is a book in the Library 

I run out to the library 

'Herbology, Demonolgy, History of dark magic.......,Channelling  Magic and Controlling it'

There it is

I pull the book of the shelf and pull out my flashlight

-------------~~~~ Banishing Small Amounts of Magic Temporarily ~~~~~~--------------

 4 stones 

1 tsp of Honey

1 cup of ash

 3 cups of sunflower oil

1.Fill one cauldron with  sunflower oil and ash then slowly stir in the honey

2. Boil to 245 degrees then chant 3x "Quod magicae fake"

3. Then put the stones in the pot for 25 minutes 

 4.Put one stone on each hand and one on each arm

5. chant "Quod magicae fake" four times to complete the ritual

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(PLEASE DO NOT TRY THIS I SWEAR I MADE THIS UP)

If this is what it takes to keep Josie and  everyone else safe 

I start the ritual I pick up the rocks with some forcepts  placing each one on my hands

I bite my lip to keep from screaming in pure agony 

The pain is so much to bear I start crying all by myself in the library

 I take  the stones off leaving my skin burnt until my wolfside heals it 

I head back to my room after grabbing icepacks from the kitchen trying to get rid of the burning sensation

the pain is so intense I can't fall asleep

So I start my essay for herbology 

My skin burns and itches I can't put anything on it 

Everytime my wrists hit the desk I flinch in pain

I run to the bathroom I grab a bottle of pills I got from a dealer back when my mom died 

I take a couple to try not to feel the pain

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(Didn't heal right away because of the spell) Thank you for the votes!! If you have any ideas please comment.

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