Monster's Daughter (Legacies Fanfic)

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Hope POV

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My days a routine I stop my magic with the spell. Then, I wrap my arms in Ice. I feed which is difficult without compulsion or vamp speed. I'm tired from the spell most of the time.  Being a vampire has been making the spell harder to maintain. Sometimes my hands desicate or my nose starts bleeding and I have to leave to clean up. I feel sick and groggy almost hungover. Just standing has become a difficult activity. I can tell Josie is worried but she can't worry because I'm doing this for her, for us. 

I'm at a point were everything is going so bad I know that it can only get worse. Which fills me anxiety making my use my remaining energy on panic attacks. I probably look suspicious as hell with my wardrobe consisting of only long-sleeved clothing and nervous twitching. I pretend everything is good and most times it is when I'm with Josie. But I can't help but think when will the other shoe drop.

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Cami POV

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Hope has been even more nervous and jittery since we talked which was about a week ago. Everyone has been keeping a close eye on her and she knows It. 

While she is at class Caroline, Freya, Keelin, and Rebekah are looking through her room for anything concerning against my better judgement. Since they believe the only way she will talk about this is if we find something concerning or if she plans on hurting someone or herself. She does worry me , she often shows classic signs of depression and anxiety and her being a new vampire is kicking all of this up a notch. 

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3rd person (Hopes Room)

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The door clicks open revealing a mostly messy room with piles of clothes on the floor and a nightstand stacked with books and empty water bottles. "Its a mess" Rebekah states looking  around with disgust. 

Freya goes straight to the nightstand finding the false drawer bottom in a matter of seconds. finding two rocks, A bottle of sunflower oil, A jar of ashes, a small jar of honey, a box of matches, and a torn up piece of paper. 

"What did you find" asks Caroline looking over from one pile of shirts she was going through.

 "A spell of some sort" she clears off hopes night stand setting the items on it.

 Keelin and Freya start trying to assemble the piece of paper. 

Rebekah starts sifting through drawers then accidentally trips over hope's mini trash can. 

Making everyone turn around but Caroline is the first to sift through its contents of bloody gauze, tissues ,band-aids, and to top it off a couple of cigarette butts and matches that sunk to the bottom of the bin. 

"Oh my god" Freya cries realizing how much hope has been hurting

"We have the proof we need now lets go" Rebekah says scared to look for more.

"No, I need to know how deep she is in" Freya says eyes full of tears

Keelin then runs her hand above the door frame knocking a pack of cigarettes and lighter down onto the floor much to Freya's dismay

Caroline goes to the cabinet under the sink and pulls out multiple beer bottles out from under it, all of them at least halfway empty. 

Freya lays on hopes bed trying to cope with the fact hope has been struggling all this time.

Rebekah removes a canvas from the wall revealing a couple of painkiller bottles (for after she did the spell) and a roll of gauze. 

Everyone realized that hopes death was definitely not an accident

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