Monster's Daughter (Legacies Fanfic)

Damn Emotions

TW 

Rebekah stayed with me all night, it was somewhat awkward but it was also nice.

Freya slowly opens the door and sits on the end of the bed.

"I'm sorry...for earlier" I wipe my teary eyes

She hugs me and whispers "I'm so sorry for what happened to her."

It causes me to release a sob I had been holding in since the wreak. Freya hold me tightly and Rebekah rubs my back. After about an hour I calm down and tiredly rest my head on freya's shoulder.

Josie peeks her head through the door and ask "Can we talk". 

I nod and follow her out,when she walks into the light I can see her red teary eyes.

"You're limping"She points before opening the door to the porch.

"I think there are still pieces of glass in my leg because it hurts like a bitch" I mumble coldly

She nods and opens the door and helps me so I can hop over to the porch railing.

"Can we talk about Hay--ley" She breathes sharply and releases a couple of tears

I lower my head 

"Please" She crys

I stare blankly at the ground

"Please just answer me" She crys.

I don't want to talk about it

I don't respond.

"Fine I'll just talk" She wipes her eyes and clears her throat "I miss her she was like a daughter to me, I would feed her bottles whenever you weren't awake at the manor. Your Aunt freya would send me pictures of her in her cute little onesies and they always made me happy. I dreamed about the days where we would live together and It would be just You, Hayley, and me. I daydreamed about her learning to ride a bike, her going to school, and It devestated me that there was a possiblitiy that I could die before then but I was starting to come to peace with the idea that I could just enjoy all the time I got left. Now there is no time" She breaks down.

I sit there quitely trying not to break down.

"Please just say something" She crys

I feel tears coming to my eyes,I quickly limp into the the yard. Rain immediately soaks me.

"Come back" Josie yells from the porch.

I don't respond and she runs after me sobbing.

She looks at my eyes realizing I shed a couple of tears "Please talk about her"

I yell"I don't want to talk about her, because talking about her makes me wish I was dead too, It makes me feel small and hopeless.And I just want it all to stop, I want everything to just stop" I cry.  "I want to turn it off but I promised, I just want to die, I can't do any of this" I sob sinking to the ground in hopelessness.

She cups my cheek and looks me in the eyes "Turn it off"

"What" I ask tears endlessly falling from my face.

"Turn it off" She sobs "I don't want you to be in anymore pain, because of something I made you promise."

"What about you" I sob.

"I'll be fine, But if you died I wouldn't, so just do this and I promise I'll bring you back" Josie crys

I stand up and pull her into a kiss "Promise you'll bring me back" I look at her teary eyed.

"I promise." She wipes her eyes and hugs me tight.

Just like that I flip my switch

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Anyways thank you for the votes and comments. I just deleted an insanely important paper that I spent two days on and it's due on friday so now I'm taking it out on you the readers.