Lightning *Fred Weasley love*

End Game Part 30

My mind wasn't my own anymore
I could hear my name being called but my body didn't move
I felt hands touching me but couldn't move them off

   "Hello"
The voice of my powers said to me
   "It's time we work together"

  "What do you mean?" I asked it

  "The dark lord gave you this power and now he has control over it again"

I felt myself grabbing a wand and then shoot a spell at someone in front of me
My entire body shook from the power of the spell

  "Good" I heard a voice say
Voldemort

I could start to hear certain voices again

  "You have control of your mind for the moment" he said to me
He was now directly in my vision
I stared back into his sunken in eyes
  "You won't forever though, just like your mother you will be my pawn"

He disappeared and left me in the room with the dead death eater in the corner, Draco by his mother Lucius by Bellatrix and Fenrir and Barty behind me

Barty grabbed my arm
   "Youre coming with me" he said smirking at Draco "you can't do anything this time"

Please
I silently begged him or his mother to stop him
But neither of them moved
Please

Barty pushed me in front of him and used his wand to threaten me to begin walking upstairs

Draco watched me the entire time I was being ushered up there
I'm so sorry he mouthed to me
The pain on his face was truly heart wrenching

I felt hot tears pour down my own face but I continued walking up until we reached a bedroom I hadn't seen the last time

  "Our room" he said in my ear and then shoved me inside of it
I fell straight to the ground and before I could get an idea of my surrounding I felt him kick my back
And then my stomach
And then my chest

He grabbed me by my collar and pulled me into his face and kissed me on the lips
I tried pushing away but he aggressively pushed himself onto me
  "This is for all of the times you escaped me" he threw me back down and continued to kick me until I was crouching into a ball holding my stomach
I coughed up blood and began panting heavily

  "I don't like you with long hair...you look too much like someone else's" he pulled out a dagger and grabbed my hair "short hair is more beautiful it shows off those lucious shoulders and mouthwatering neck you have"
He took the dagger and began roughly cutting through my hair
Piece by piece fell in front of me until he cut it just above my shoulders

  "Much better" he said pulling me into him to kiss him again "now you look like mine"

I threw up on his chest
He threw me onto the ground where I threw up again and again
  "You bitch" he kicked me in the stomach again "you're going to learn your place" he kicked my face causing my nose to break and bleed down onto my chest "but red is your color isn't it?" He said mockingly

He grabbed my jacket and ripped it off my body
Then he took his dagger and sliced through the top I was wearing, then he sliced through the pants I had on
I was now laying in the ground in just my broken clothing and my underwear exposed
He kicked me in my stomach again, cracking a rib or two I couldn't tell with all the other pain I was feeling

I heard a knock on the door
"What??" Barty demanded clutching the dagger in his hand

"Get downstairs" Lucius barked

Barty looked at me bleeding on the floor completely exposed
"I'll be back, don't even think about leaving the door and windows are jinxed to stay locked no matter how hard you try to escape"
He grabbed my face and brought it up to his again kissing me and then grabbing my breast and squeezing aggressively

He threw me back to the ground and opened the door to leave
I heard him jinx the door locked and heard his feet walking downstairs
I tried pushing my body up from the floor but I was in so much pain
Pain from the crucio curse earlier and pain now from Barty beating me before he left

Voldemort had control of my mind and power now
He could use that against me at anytime
I don't know what do to

I laid on the floor and began to uncontrollably sob
I felt my heart beating fast and my sight began to darken
I was in a full panic attack

Would I ever see Fred again

Would I be stuck like my mum was for over 14 years

Would I be forced to do things with Barty

I threw up on the ground again
Blood and bile from my stomach mixed together on the ground
I didn't have anything else to throw up anymore
I started screaming loudly but no one came to rescue me

Draco looked just as bad as I did when I left the manor the first time
His dad didn't care about his well-being and his mum wasn't able to rescue me again either, she was too focused on keeping Draco alive

I was alone

I let my friends go to save them because I knew they would try to get over to me
They would have been caught
I did the right thing by telling them to leave

I threw up again

I did the right thing

I grabbed my now short and choppy hair and cried again
My long hair is gone

I grabbed the pieces of my hair that laid in front of me and pulled it close to my chest
It was mixed with blood and bile but I didn't care

My beautiful hair that my dad had, gone

The only part of me that was exactly like him
"That's the Black genes in you" people would say when talking about my hair
"Wildly unmanageable hair but it's your dads that's for sure"
"Most Veelas are blonde but you definitely have more Sirius in you than Nova"

I cried and cried holding onto my hair until a crack of apparation went off in front of me

And there in front of my eyes stood Kreacher, my dad's old house Elf