Protective [D.M]

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Snape walked into the classroom and looked at all of us. "Jenkins, if you can't understand anything, you can ask Y/n," he walked up to our table.

"Today we are going to start brewing a potion which will take a lot of time and many lessons. Everyone will have to pair up and get started," Snape said.

Rickon right away looked at me and I agreed. Blaise was with Draco and Hay was with Ly. So all brought our cauldrons and some ingredients that we were gonna use in this class.

"Are you still as skilled in potions as you were in Beauxbatons?" Rickon asked. "See those bottles?" I pointed at the bottle on the shelf. "Some of them I brewed," I said proudly.

"Really? That is so good. You always got your potions bottled in Beauxbatons too," he said. "Guess I still got it," I did a little hairflip and made Rickon laugh a little.

Others at the table didn't seem to be very happy. Not sure why but they were all looking at us still kind of weird. And not to say Draco, who felt like was looking right through Rickon, like he wasn't even there.

During classes we didn't talk much. We just kind of got through the day somehow. We pretty much started talking again when we got back to the common room, but Draco went to his room as soon as we got back.

I still kind of wanted to talk to Draco, since I couldn't do it yesterday, but I was a little scared. I didn't know what he was gonna do. But I felt somewhat guilty for making him upset.

Before I could've sat down with others I went to talk to Draco in his room. "Where are you going?" Rickon asked. "I'm going to my dorm, I have to get some things," I lied.

I quickly made it to the door of his room and knocked quietly. "Draco?" I said through the door. "Fuck off," I got a response.

"Nope," I said and tried to open the door. Surprisingly it was not locked so I put my head through the door. "I said fuck the hell o-!" He yelled, but stopped when he saw me.

"What do you want?" He sounded cold. "We didn't get to talk yesterday, so..." I said stepping through the door and closing it behind me.

I felt my heartbeat raising as I got a little closer to him. I was afraid what he could do, but at the same time I didn't want to believe that he would hurt me.

"I don't want to talk," he quickly got up. I right away took a couple of steps back.

"What's that?" He said. I didn't understand what he meant. "What is what?"

"Why are you backing up? Are you afraid of me?" He asked. "No it's just that I didn't want to annoy you," I tried to make it seem like my heart wasn't just about to jump out of my chest.

"Y/n, you know I would never hurt you right?" he took a step forward, but I kept stepping backwards. "Yeah I know," I said hesitantly. "Then why are you backing up!?" He raised his voice.

"I'm not, I-I just," I couldn't get words out of my mouth. "You fucking are!" He continued in a louder tone.

Then I decided to stop. I didn't take another step backwards. "I'm not," I said and looked him straight in the eye. "I just want to know, what is wrong?"

"Everything's fine, go back to your fucking Rickon," he waved his hand towards the door. "So it is about Rickon!" I knew it.

"What do you have against him?" I now took a step closer to him while trying not to die of a heart attack. I was looking around to make sure there was no other vases, but there was plenty of other things to break.

"Don't you see!" He started yelling again and was inches away from me. "I really don't! Tell me!" I yelled back.

"What is going on?" Someone was behind the door again. I'm not sure who, but it sounded a lot like Rickon. "What do you want!" Draco opened the door and as I had thought, it was Rickon.

"What are you doing here Y/n, you said you're going to your dorm," he looked right past Draco at me. "We are talking!" Draco said with a intimidating loud voice.

"To me it seems like you are just yelling at her!" Rickon raised his voice as well and stepped into the room. "Get out!" Draco said demandingly pointing outside the door.

"Not without Y/n," Rickon said looking Draco dead in the eye. "I said get the fuck out!" Draco yelled even louder and pushed Rickon.

My heartbeat rose again when I though that Draco was gonna do something to him. I didn't want him to get hurt like Hayes did once.

"Get the fuck out!" Draco repeated himself and pushed Rickon out of the door and quickly pushed it shut and locked it right behind him. He took out his wand and said some kind of spell. It didn't sound like the spell he uses to lock the doors, but I believe it was similar to that. He then turned back to me.

"You see now!?" He kept yelling and got closer again. "I don't know what you mean," I was still confused, and now that the door was locked I was getting very anxious.

"Everything was going so fucking well before he got here!" He raised his voice even louder, pointing at the door.

I tried to hold back the tears, but I just couldn't. I hate when someone yells at me. I didn't want to seem weak so I wiped the tears, but these fuckers came back.

"He's ruining fucking everything!" He kept yelling and I kept looking at him with my heart about to jump out of my chest and my eyes watering like they've never watered before. I could see the flames in Draco's always so cold eyes. It was anger mixed with passion. "He's not ruining anything," I defended him, but trying to remain quiet.

"Is that what you think!?" He continued loudly with his voice getting more and more intense. I felt my mouth getting dry. "Yes! He hasn't done anything!" I tried to yell but it didn't come out as one.

"Rickon hasn't done anything! Just fucking leave us alone!" I said through tears, which I could also see forming in Draco's eyes, or so I thought.

"I can't leave you alone!" He kept yelling through anger and pain, I was seeing his eyes looking more intense than ever. He was getting a little too close, so I had to push him away a little, but mostly pushing myself away from him. "Why not!" I yelled.

"Because I fucking love you Y/n! I fucking love you!" I saw a tear running down his cheek as he looked at me intensely after saying it. I didn't know what to say back. Words were gone from my mouth. From my mind. All I could do was stand there and look him in the eyes, tears running down my cheeks.

We looked at each other without saying a thing. I think he was waiting for me to say something. I swear, I wanted to, but I just couldn't. Whenever I tried to say something all that would come out of my mouth was air.

His intensly flaming shiny eyes staring straight into mine, we were standing in the middle of Draco's dark room, everyone just steps away from us. Everyone probably wondering what is going on in here. If someone asked, I couldn't answer. Because I couldn't get any words out, but also because I wouldn't know what to say to others. To Draco.

All I could think was, did he actually mean it? Did he say it because he just wants to fuck with my mind. Or is this the reason, him not liking Rickon? I looked back at the fire in his eyes and a tear running down his cheek. I wanted to wipe it, but I was frozen.

I felt like I was paralyzed. Couldn't talk, couldn't move. All I could do is stare and think. Maybe Draco felt that too. He didn't say anything, just kept looking straight into my eyes.

I felt helpless.

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Damn, that's kinda intense.