Angel (H.S AU)

Chapter Twenty-Eight

- Harry's P.O.V -

"Can you please just talk to me, Alexa?" I shout, feeling so frustrated with myself and also her. "What do you want me to say?!" She yells back at me. We are standing on her driveway and I have no doubt that all of her neighbours can see and hear us, but I don't care. Since the other night when I walked away from her, she hasn't answered any of my calls, so I had no other choice than to come to her house and speak to her. "Just tell me what's going on.." I walk closer to her. "There's a lot going on, Harry. Maybe it's best if we just-" I stop her, "Don't you dare say take a break. No. Not happening." She sighs, "I can't do this, Harry." She walks towards her house. What does she mean? "Are you breaking up with me? We haven't even been together for long, you've got to be kidding!" She stops, and turns around. "I got a six month contract for a modelling job." I frown, "That's what the problem is?" She shakes her head, "No, the problem is that it's in America." Fuck. "You didn't take it, did you?" A tear rolls down her cheek, and she nods. "When do you leave?" She wipes away the few tears the have rolled down her cheeks. "About a month."

- Alexa's P.O.V -

"You can't leave." Great, just what I knew he'd say. "I'm going, Harry." He shakes his head, "No! Fuck, Alexa don't go. Please." I was expecting this kind of reaction, but it's worse than I thought it would be. "This is why you've been so weird. You've just been trying to find the right time to tell me you're breaking up with me, because you're leaving." When he puts it that way, it sounds a lot worse. "We'd be kiddiing ourselves if we thought a six month long distance relationship would work out.. so it's the only option." He smirks, "This is so typical. You invest yourself in someone and they leave. Fucking typical." I walk over to him and try to hold his hand but he pulls it away. "I'll be coming back, Harry. And you've got the band." I almost felt a little better leaving knowing he had the band to keep him consumed, and they also seem like they'll be great friends to him. "How do you know you'll come back? And the band? Fuck that, if it wasn't for them I'd come with you." I frown, "Really?" He nods, "Of course, but I can't let them down." I blink to stop the tears forming in my eyes. "I'm sorry." He shakes his head, "Don't, Alexa. Sorry won't help anything." 

"What now?" I ask. "I have to go." He says. "Do you want me to drive you?" He must get sick of having to walk every where. He needs to get a car, and a license.. but I'd be stupid to think he'll do that on his own. That's the kind of things he needs me for, and now I'm leaving.. "I'm fine." He says. "Okay, bye." I say, although he's too far away to hear me. I walk back inside and feel my phone buzz in my pocket.

*So we're over?*

This is so much harder than I expected. When I thought about leaving Harry I imagined it'd be easy. Every other time it was just a break and I knew that we'd be back together in no time, but this time I'm not so sure. The realtiy of being without him has hit, and it's a lot worse than I ever thought it would be. I love Harry, I love him so fucking much, but I know I can't be with him. He's holding me back, the relationship is holding me back. I reply to his text.

*I guess so.*

A/N: Heey, sorry this is short, I just had to write this scene, and I was going to do it with last nights chapter but I was falling asleep and it wouldnt have been that great if I did it last night haha. So here it is x