ღ 5SOS Imagines & Preferences ღ

You Have Depression

Michael: You walked & stood at the door frame of the living room. You watched as Michael flicked buttons on the game controller he had in his hands. You moved awkwardly closer to him.
"Mikey?" You said softly, your voice barely audible but Michael heard you. His face brightened at you presence. He knew you were having one of those days were you depression caught up with you. He enveloped you into a hug, which you didn't argue to reject.
"I'm sorry for ruining your game, but you told me to come and talk to you when i'm feeling like this." You sighed, tugging at the sleeves of your sweater. Michael pulled you onto his lap & you buried your face into his neck. A tear slipped from your eye & dripped on his neck. He rubbed your back soothingly & whispered reassuring things in your ear.
"Babe it's going to be okay. I love you & believe in you." Michael whispered kissing your cheek softly.
"I love you too Mikey, thanks." You forced a smile, looking up at him.

Ashton: You frantically searched through the cupboards for your depression pills. Finally you found them & poured a couple before filling up a glass of water. You popped the pills in your mouth, washing them down with the water. Throughout these transitions you were completely unaware that Ashton was watching you.
"Your depression has come back hasn't it?" Ashton asked, startling you. He had an upset & disappointed look on his face which made you feel worse.
"I'm sorry-" You started to speak but you was interrupted.
"Why didn't you talk to me Y/N?" Ashton asked, his voice quite & grabbing your hands.
"I didn't want to hassle you, you have big things happening." You replied, a few tears slipping from your eyes. He brushed his lips against yours before mumbling a 'I love you' which made you feel better knowing he cared for you.

Luke: You were pulled into Luke's chest as he heard you crying from outside the bedroom door. Your tears soaked up the pillow your head was resting on & you were finding it hard to steady your breaths. The room was dark since the curtains dimmed the light transferring through the window.
"Baby, it's going to be okay, you know I love you right?" Luke said softly moving your hair away from your face. He frowned sadly as he saw your tear stained cheeks.
"I'm sorry Luke, I love you, why would you want to date a depressed loser like me?" You sniffled, drying your eyes.
"But your not a depressed loser, your Y/N. Everyone has those days & some people come down with depression, it doesn't mean I love you any less." He whispered to you softly kissing your forehead in a caring manner. You forced a smile onto your sad face before he tucked you back into his chest where you remained in silence.

Calum: You just tossed the bloodstained razor in the bathtub & your back slid down the wall slowly as you broke down in tears. You had just broke your 2 months clean which made you feel even worse about yourself. You were nothing but a disaster & your life was just a wreck right now & the only light that was guiding you was Calum.
"Y/N?" A worried voice said from the other side of the door. The only reply you could give back was sobs. The door knob twisted slowly & Calum walked in, tears pricking his eyes at the devastation which was yourself.
"Y/N, baby. You were strong." He said his voice breaking at the state of you. You turned your face away from him, not wanting him to see your tear-stained face but that was impossible. He crouched down beside you & forced you to face him.
"I love you so much okay? I want you to know that and I want you to think about that before you do this again." He said sternly, still with an upset expression on his face. The tears were still streaming down your face.
"Im such a disappointment to you and everyone. Why do you love me again? I need help. Please don't leave me." You pleaded, grabbing his shirt in your fists. He wrapped his arms around you & held you close.
"We'll get you the help you need Y/N. And I love you for you. So what if your a disappointment? Your my disappointment. I love you so much I can't express it." He tried to smile, which caused a reassuring smile to creep on your face.
"I love you too. Thanks for everything."

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