𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒 𝐗 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑 ||

"𝐋𝐞𝐭'𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫."

 "Let's find out together."

warning: mention of HYDRA , torture and death

Bucky and y/n have a deep conversation at night

    Flashbacks of your life came through your mind. You remembered everything, the pain, the cold room, their gaze...You never forgot the way they treated you like an object, a thing and probably never will.

"Can't sleep uh?" You said while tightening the grip you had on your jacket to not be cold. He looked at you and faintly smile. "Looks like you neither can't." Replied Bucky. You two often went on the rooftop's tower at night.

"What's bothering you tonight?" You asked softly, laying on the ground next to him. "As usual." Said he. "And you?" Replied Bucky. "I was thinking about HYDRA and their experimentation on me."

The super soldier turned his head in your direction. "Messed up aren't we?" You chuckled. "Hell yeah." You replied.

Just like Bucky, you went through the pain of HYDRA. When you first arrived, a strong bond grew between you two, you knew how it felt to be controlled.

"I'm wondering if my nightmares are gonna stop one day..." Said Bucky before sighing. You placed a reassuring hand on his shoulder. "One day Buck, I'm sure." You smiled at him. He closed his eyes and gently took your hand; leaving a soft kiss on it.

"The night is beautiful isn't it?" Spoke the brunette. "It surely is." You replied. "I'm happy to know you doll... You're the only one who truly understand me. I mean there's Steve but he didn't go through all of this." Said he.

"Same goes to you, it feels nice to know there's someone who understands you..." You replied smiling. "Hey?" You looked at him. "Mhm?" Bucky's eyes met yours. "How can you still smile, I mean what's the reason you're not giving up?" Asked he.

"That's actually a great question." You said with a chuckle. "Honestly, I just think about how my mom wouldn't want me to give up. We're all here for a reason and I don't want to let my past decides of my future."

You closed your eyes. Bucky looked at you: the moonlight reflecting on your tears made him think of angel dusts shining on your glowing skin. With his thumb, he erased the embodiment of sorrow.

"I'm sure she's looking at you and she's proud of the woman you became." Said he. "My mom always told me to look at the stars when I feel sad, she said she will become one and watch over me." You replied.

"Did you find your reason yet?" You questioned. "I think I just did..." Replied he. "And she was by my side every single day." He retorted. His piercing blue eyes laid on yours. "Love is probably my reason." Retorted the brunette.

"The thing is...What is love?" Said he looking at the cloudless sky. "Let's find out together." You answered, lacing your fingers with his.

The end

I hope you liked this story! I personally love it and ngl I might have cried a little- I'm sensitive okay?
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