I follow Natasha into a meeting room and sit next to her.
Tony- finally, you're here
I stand up and take a bow towards the avengers as they laugh
Y/N- apologies my king, you may begin
Tony- Strucker is back and setting whatever plan he has in motion. We found him at a research base in Switzerland and we plan to make our move tonight
Y/N- what's the plan?
Tony- you aren't medically cleared Y/N but we need you there for medical supportI wasn't too happy with the idea of seeing them fight and not being able to help. I wanted Strucker dead for what he did to me but I don't think the avengers would understand
Y/N- if that's what you need from me then okay
Tony- I thought you'd argue
Y/N- why bother? You aren't going to change your mind
Natasha watched as I slump into my chair, I didn't pay much attention to the rest of the plan. I just knew I had to stay in the jet and only be seen when required
The meeting finishes and we all go separate ways, I head to my room cause I need to be alone.Nat POV-
Y/N left the meeting quickly and went straight to her room slamming the door behind her. The thought of not being able to help was getting to her and I could see it.
I wanted to help her but I didn't want to intrude on her, she asked for time and I gathered space would be required as well but I couldn't leave her alone.I knock on her door and hope she's willing to talk
Y/N- come in
Nat- hey, you doing okay?
Y/N- I'm not sure
Nat- what's wrong?
Y/N- I've never been to a mission where I've been sidelined, I know that facility inside out and yet, I'm not allowed to help
Nat- you're still recovering from serious injuries, you're lucky he's even letting you go
Y/N- i don't want to be the injured one or to even play Doctor, I want to kill StruckerMy face dropped in shock at her admission, she meant what she said but I know she didn't mean to tell me
Nat- are you being serious? You know we don't just kill people?
Y/N- he ruined my life, I never had a life up until I left. He took everything from me and punished me for it
Nat- you need to calm down
Y/N- I'm sorry, I know it's not your faultY/N POV-
Its go time for the mission as the Quinjet arrives at the location. All the avengers kit up and I stay seated not knowing what to do
Wanda- hey, make sure you stay here okay
Y/N- oh don't worry, I'm not going anywhere
Wanda- I'm being serious, you aren't ready and I don't want to see you getting hurt
Y/N- be safe gorgeousI've been sat on the jet waiting for an hour now, it seems to be one hell of a fight
Tony- we are being overrun, I need support
Nat- I'm busy
Steve- I can't get to you
Listening to them wasn't easy for me, I wanted to head straight out and help but I knew I couldn't. I was already new and I didn't want to betray their trust
Tony- Y/N, I need you
I teleport to his location immediately and appear next to him, I cast blue strands taking over the enemies minds and rendering them unconscious
Y/N- that's why you don't bench me
Steve- Strucker is on the run, someone follow him
I turn and see him headed down the path. I see everyone is occupied so I race after him.
Y/N- he's mine
Nat- Sonny don't!I follow him through the woods, he knows I can catch him with ease but this was more fun for me.
Eventually he stopped running and stood waiting for me
Strucker- you came back to me
Y/N- only thing I'm doing here is getting ready to kill you
Strucker- could you do that to me? The person who gave you a reason to be on this earth?
Y/N- easily
Casting another of myself, the other wraps their hand around his throat gripping tightly. He's fighting against me and I love it, he is feeling the pain I endured whilst under his control
Wanda- Y/N, don't do this
Y/N- you should leave Wanda, you won't want to see this
Wanda- I'm not going anywhere
She walks over and stand in front me taking my hand in hers
Wanda- please look at me
Y/N- I have to do this
Wanda- no you don't
Y/N- you know what he did to me, you've seen what he made me
Wanda- you aren't that person anymoreI hear the others behind me, flicking my wrist I set up a blockade stopping them from coming near us
Y/N- how I am supposed to keep going knowing he gets to live and people I love don't?
Wanda- that's the world, we cannot change it and it sucks but we cope and move on. You are a good person Y/N, you spread love and joy wherever you go and you are someone the public admire. If you do this then you are no different to him.She was right, I knew I was better than him but doing this felt so right. I looked at her and looked back at him.
Y/N- he doesn't deserve to live
Wanda- No!
To her surprise, I realise my clones grip and Strucker falls to the floor. I let the others come to get him and I trudge back to the Quinjet.
Wanda- Y/N, wait!
I could see her running after me and I couldn't deal with this so I didn't stop. I just kept walking away from her.
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The Mercenary
FanfictionY/N Stevenson is an English mercenary who moved to America when she was 17. Working for Hydra, she infiltrates high value targets and gains the information needed. With the Avengers hot on her tail, will she be able to deal with love, pain and jud...