After I enter my room I shouted again and again. Remembering the happy face of my sister while saying that Raiko will marry her.
"Nag propose siya sa akin kanina lang Mommy. I thought the wedding was off but still you are all looking forward to it. I am happy for being back here"
"How could you hurt me this fucking deep" I shouted again.
How can he think that I'll be okay after he told be the other night that whatever happened don't cancel the wedding. And now he will marry my sister. Does he even think of what should I feel. Maybe not. Because if yes she won't marry my sister. Hindi oa rin mawala sa isip ko ang saya sa mukha ng kapatid ko. Ang saya sa mga mata ni Raiko habang proud na proud na sinasabi ni ateng mag papakasal sila.
Pinahid ko muna ang luha ko bago ko tinignan ang isang litrato na nasa bedside table ko. Wala akong nagawa kundi ang haplusin na lamang iyon.
"I'm sorry baby. You can't have a happy family" I whisper before kissing the picture.
This should be my celebration for having a baby but no. They don't care about me. They care more about their little sweet perfect family. Patuloy pa rin ang pag luha ko hanggang sa nakatulugan ko na iyon.
I wake up in the morning when someone knock into my door. Pumupungas ako habang binubuksan ang pinto. Ngunit isang sampal ang sumalubong sa akin.
Ate Manilene was gritting her teeth while looking at me sharply. Sa likod niya ay naroon sina Sheila at Mark. They are mad too.
"So you plan it all. You lure me to go after falcon so then you have a chance to stab me at my back. I thought I am your sister Larissa. Tapos nilalandi mo pa ang fiancé ko. You're a bitch. You're fucking bitch" sigaw ni ate bago ako sinalubong ng isa pang sampal.
I look at mark and Sheila and call for help but they stay still. Muling bumuhos ang mga luha ko dahil doon.
What just happened? Ano ba ang nangyayari. Am I missing something.
"I thought your not like what our Lola was telling ate but you are worst. beyond worst. I can't imagine you can do it. Kailangan mo pa talagang ilatag ang katawan mo para lang maagaw mo si kuya Raiko kay ate. What a shame" Sheila shouted with disgust. Hindi ko alam kung matatawa ako o iiyak pa ba dahil sa narinig ko.
Another story they sew.
"Let me guess. Mom and lola told you that story right" I said half laughing
"Totoo naman diba. Ilang lalaki ba ang pinagsasabay mo hah? Fuck your unbelievable" Mark shouted too while throwing me a pictures.
The picture was scattered into my room. I laugh again upon seeing those. It was a picture long time ago. Every man I am in a relationship with before they sabotage it.
Pero lumuha ulit ako ng makita ko ang panghuhusga ng mata nila. Ngayon ko lang napatunayang wala akong kakampi sa kanila. Wala akong kakampi kahit sino man sa kapatid ko.
"And you believe them. You believe their story. You believe them without asking me my point of view. I thought I am your sister and yet you didn't believe any on my reason. I didn't lure you. I won't never do that because I respected you I always think of you first even before up until now. Ano sa tingin mo ang dahilan kung bakit hindi ko na hinabol si Raiko? Kasi ipinapaubaya ko siya sayo" I shouted while facing my sister.
Bakit ang hirap mag hanap ng dahilan. Ang hirap mag hanap ng isang paliwanag. Para akong isang kriminal na nag hahanap ng paraan para makalusot.
"Hindi mo na hinabol dahil buntis ka na sa iba. Dahil alam mong hindi ka naman niya aakuin pa" she shouted again before slapping me.
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