That night, we fall asleep silently, in our own separate beds, & I can't help staring at the ceiling, wondering how this is all real. & feeling... kind of trapped...
Not by Cal, of course, she's amazing, she always has been, but... How do we get out of this situation? How do we continue to love each other in a world that doesn't see our relationship as normal? Both because we are 2 girls & because Cal's people are despised by others. How do we find happiness & love in such a bad situation? How do we?
I almost feel like crying at our situation. I mean, I love Cal, I do, there's no question there but... I don't know... maybe in another world, another lifetime, we could have been happy, but... here? I don't know... I feel so helpless...
Before... I was willing to let my feelings go unnoticed... I would have married a stranger if it meant still having Cal by my side, even as just a friend... But now that I know she feels the same way too... I can't help thinking this is something we should preserve... I can't so easily let go of her love... We need to find a way for us to be happy... &... I don't think we can do this in our town...
Oof, this chapter is rough. A real... testament to the reality of being LGBT, I think... The same is true for me, as well... I can't be out to my parents rn bc my dad is a major homophobe (& every other type of anti-LGBT, tbh) & I live w them (I'm broke, lol). Luckily, they don't have a Wattpad, so... I'm good here ;) <3
Anyways, that was just a brief rant on me... Hope you enjoyed the chapter! Bye! :'D <3
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The Mystic Hearts Series
Storie d'amoreJust a collection of romance short stories that take place in a world where both humans and mythological/magical creatures exist. I recently decided to end all my old projects just bc it's been so long since I've gotten back into it that it's frustr...
