Stardust Lost In Fallen Dreams

Destroyed Innocence

Destroyed Innocence.

I still feel the rain on my skin

hear the drops hit the stone 

I walked on

I mistake made in a moment

I never meant to stop

I could have carried on to home

but I stopped

Never saw him never heard him draw near

boot heels kicking on the ground

screaming pleading begging silence

I felt my hair being ripped from my skin

the blows to my bones

heard the laughter in the air mixed in with my pleas

then silence.

Darkness took hold of me

I felt my mind pass into nothingness

respite from the torture the degradation 

Flickering eyes open

I see faces over me 

the smell of smoke and cheap beer

voices merging into one another

total confusion mixed with intolerable pain

Used by people I never knew

A play thing a toy a means to an end

An innocence destroyed

I feel my blood running down my legs 

trickling down my arms

my tears run down

my voice is dry from the screaming

the crushing pain around my neck

the cold of a chain twisting and turning around

my breathing coming harder yet I will not let them destroy me

there is a sliver of me still alive.

The fire of who I am is lying in the ashes

I feel the weight move the darkness claims me once more

I awake in the rain broken and bleeding

torn clothes broken soul

A shadow lost to the light