Stardust Lost In Fallen Dreams

Seconds

Seconds

Moments go by you're gone 

you've left me alone

A promise that tears me down

I won't regret a second as the flames rip me apart

Is there a God? 

Are they watching me the innocent burn apart

Did you love me... was it all a lie.

Where you the one who lit the fire?

In your eyes I see the flickering of red and gold

You watch my soul break apart

making no move to save me from my worst nightmare

I told you I'd never leave...

That I was held to your touch to your voice to your very being

Days go by and my existence turns to dust

I dance the dance of life and death

fiddles go faster the drum beats get louder

spinning me turning me into the flames as I break

as I give myself over to the end.

I know I should be calm in amongst the pain

in amongst the torture and destruction

Is this the pain I need for my sins

Let them break me... let them tear me apart

I feel nothing without your touch

Nights become never ending darkness no stars to guide me

The daylight reminds me of time spent alone

If I live forever I will never learn

I will never regret a second a minute an hour a day with you...

I stand here... the flames licking at my skin

burning through muscle scorching bone

and I will the rain away.... 

wish for the storm clouds to leave and let me go

Destroy me...

Drag me under the earth

I am a broken and bleeding doll

dust pours from my glass eyes

as I try to cry...

Would you let me go...

Are you doing this to me?

Letting me crash and burn away....

Blue eyes go black

skin and bone gone and wasted away

Innocence given over to the darkness

misread signs a destruction of purity

and I am gone...

You walk over my soul as it lies in the wasteland

of your mind and your heart....

Let me live forever for a second and break me down in a millennium