Stardust Lost In Fallen Dreams

Puppet No More

Inner torment ripping through me 

no rhyme nor reason for this pain

My mind is being crushed by doubts and misdirection

Lies and deceit for too long have held me down

I am who I wanted to be for so long

I stood tall under your gaze eyes never flickering with doubt

then you had to tell me the same lies

you had to break me down again...

Tore my limbs apart made me bleed and scream

My soul cries out for sweet release.

Then... silence

A memory of a vow.

No more... no more to the pain and distress

I am stronger now than ever before

Blue eyes are cold but burning bright with vengeance

blood pumps through my veins like fire

No more... no more

I am not going to let you tear me down

the tears that fell are no longer my weakness

they have been my strength, my memory of what not to be

A broken doll I am no more

See what I can be....

I am a fighter... a modern day warrior

I shall fight for myself for my true being

I am better than I ever thought I could be

I see in the shards of a mirror someone who is pure of heart

A lady blessed with beauty, passion and desire

I was given a second chance the moment I told you to leave

I am closing the door

I am building up the walls around the broken parts of my being

With you gone, I can heal I can believe once more...

Let me tell you... 

Once and for all, with my hand on my heart

I am a fool no more

The strings of this puppet are gone

I will no longer dance to the music you played all my existence

I am myself... and I find, that is all I need to be.