Stardust Lost In Fallen Dreams

Find Me

Find Me.

My soul is torn without you here

the one who completed me

the one who made everything make sense

is gone...

you were the strength my sanity my very being

I'm drowning in life

the pretence of happiness is crushing me

a simple smile at an old friend is so hard

there are days I want to give in to this pain

to say I can take no more

but then a flash and I see that smile

see those eyes sparkling with passion or with anger

and I fight on

I make it through an hour a day a week

for you, for the love in my heart for you

you are what keeps my mortality pure

even as a memory I try to remember what you saw in me

how you justified every dark decision by seeing the good within me

do people not see the shell I am

does the mask fit me so well

my insecurity my fragility without your touch

I am a man without a broken dream

the pieces that hold me together are the pieces of your heart

the strength I have to carry on comes from your kiss

Let me slip away if you are gone I cry into the night

let my heart stop beating if it's not in your hands

without you, there is no meaning

there is no need to believe

Let me drown let me go...

let this pain of being alone in a world full of people

stop.

I am tired of being the strong one

of the pretending and the false hope

My heart is broken... the pain is too much

let me lie down let the breath leave me

without you...

without your touch

I am truly nothing

A broken and bleeding man with no hope no desire no need to carry on

I am drowning in a world that has no meaning

I close my eyes and let the waves of despair take me away

Find me my love.

For now my heart that I gave you lies still with yours.

My love for you runs free to surround your memory

Find me... love me even as I take my last breath.