My soul is tortured with memories
my bones broken by the hands of men I have never known
I serve my life for others for what they needed me to do
I gave myself only to you
In every memory in every breath
I took the pain and destruction
for the chance to find you....
The violence and the pain are nothing
nothing when I find you
when you touch me I feel myself on fire
A calming addiction
a desperate desire...
I'd lay my life down for you
Fight for the world to see you smile
How many lies do I have to tell
how many times do I have to hide from who I really am
My heart is burning it's alive with passion and need
My eyes are filled with every emotion I can bare
See me.... feel me... be the one to save me
Show me the way to be
Show me how you love me for being the man I am
Let me dream the dreams I've never dared to feel
Where peace comes easy no more haunted nights
Would you be there to hold me
when I give into the side of me I hide away
I am a man who has so much to give
and for you I wish to give it all my last breath would be yours
I fight through every day to live through another
Secrets are sold and I never know why
Why do I do what I do...
I kill... I hurt for what I am told is right.
It's destroying me it's breaking me apart
I barely remember who I am
until I am with you
The darkness is pulled back into the light
one breath...
one smile...
one touch...
I am restored.
I don't believe in fate...
I didn't believe in second chances
till you told me...
till you showed me with every fibre of your being
what it was to be loved for who you are
I take breath after breath in the pouring rain
I am no longer drowning I am seeing the world for what it can be
I am true to myself I am true to who you want me to be
I am with you by my side... a man not a broken puppet
I am truly and completely whole...
With you I am me...
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Stardust Lost In Fallen Dreams
Puisi'Even when poetry has a meaning, as it usually has, it may be inadvisable to draw it out... Perfect understanding will sometimes almost extinguish pleasure.' A.E Housman I've written poetry for as long as I can remember... My style varies, from dar...
