MAFIA QUEEN OR HIS QUEEN

XXIII

Shehnaaz in mind – pyar ka to muj bhi nai pata, par tum bol to sahi rahe ho ek mauka de sakte hai iss rishte ko par agar kisine iska galat fayda uthaya aur isse harm Kiya to, nai nai aisa nai hoga tu kab se ye sab sochne lagi issliye tuj queen bolte hai Kya Jo itni si baat se dar rahi hai. Main dar iss baat se nai rahi dar muj iss baat ka hai agar muj iske liye feelings develop hogayi aur ye bhi muj chhod Kar Chala gaya to. Kun itna soch rahi hun wo Kun jayga aisa Kun nai hoga chill Kar. Aur isko friends ke liye Han bol.

Sidharth – dekh agar tumhe sochne ke liye time chahiye to it’s on you main to bas isliye Bola hum aise nai reh sakte bas.

Shehnaaz – friends, by forwarding her hand to him for shake

Sidharth – main sapna to nai dekh raha na, ye Sach hai the queen na na ruthless queen is saying this.

Shehnaaz – jyada bakwas mat kar ab

Sidharth – ok ok but ab andar Chalen bahut late bhi ho gaya hai aur nind bhi aa rahi hai.

Shehnaaz – hmmm

Both went inside, and slept as both were Sharing same bed and both didn’t found offensive too to share same bed instead. Sidharth was fast asleep but she was finding difficult to sleep.

Two more days passed nothing much had happened. On fourth day they were in small boat in Sea some far.

Shehnaaz – ek baat puchun.

Sidharth – nai bolunga to chup baithogi

Shehnaaz – tu ajkal kuch jyada bhav nai khane laga hai

Sidharth – nai nai bhav khane ka department Tera hai Mera nai.

Shehnaaz – Sidharthhhh

Sidharth – ok ok puch nai Kar raha pareshan bas Mera murder mat karna.

Shehnaaz – tune firse bola

Sidharth – acha baba puch Kya puchna hai

Shehnaaz – ye weird lage tuje par hasna mat pahle he bol rahi hun

Sidharth – aghe

Shehnaaz – what qualities you want or expect from your wife.

Sidharth immediately howled into fits of eyes tearing stomach cramping laughter.

Shehnaaz – Sidharth Maine pahle he Bola tha hasna mat she said in angry tone.
But Sidharth who was still laughing holding his stomach, she finally smacked his back. He screamed.

Sidharth – why you hit me?

Shehnaaz – when I asked you not to laugh then why you were?

Sidharth – ok I’m not laughing more but he laughed again but then controlled as she was about to spit the fire from her eyes.

Shehnaaz – I didn’t asked you about some ghost.

Sidharth – that was like that only as it’s like you are asking me about something which hadn’t expected from you.

Shehnaaz – now can you take some efforts to tell me.

Sidharth – hmm Kya bataun. Acha suno muj Meri wife Meri mom jaisi chahiye thi Matlab Jo caring ho, Meri mom ko apni mom samje, lady of the house ho, aisa nai hai I would restrict for working she can but should give equal importance to family and me, you know my mom is very very sweet she loves every one, she is so calm, full of emotions, she only know how to love, the food she makes I’m missing that as it’s so long now, you know she understands everything, even if I pretend to be Happy she catch that too, she always stands by me in my right and scolds when I’m wrong, she is like guru for me, she never lefts me alone to fight any battle. Like this only I want my wife who should understand me, stood by me, show me the right way if I’m going wrong, she love me like there is no tommorow.

Shehnaaz who was keenly listening since where got lost hearing food made by mom but soon made straight face.

Sidharth – bas aur jyada words nai hai describe karne ke liye in shot Meri mom jaisi ho.

Shehnaaz – hmm

Sidharth – tuj main to mere mom jaisi ek bhi baat nai par theek hai chal jayga Kam.

Shehnaaz – bastard, you are making fun of me or what?

Sidharth – why would I make fun of you I only said what you are. Ok by the way have you for any single time thought you would then what would be your expectations. You too must have.

Shehnaaz – I did not thought about this for once as I know love is not for me neither I’m for love.

Sidharth – why you are saying like this if you would have found you must have found the love instead of finding gun.

Shehnaaz – shall we go back or you have to stay here whole of your life.

Sidharth – I also want to go as I don’t wanted to be food of sharks.

Sidharth in mind – why she ignored my point. What she have in her brain I’m sure nothing is pure everything is devilish.

Both came back.

In room both were laying facing there back.
Shehnaaz started thinking about what he asked about love, how can I tell him I don’t even know what feeling of love is, I had lost all the feelings since ages. Now I gets afraid what if I allowed someone to come close to me what will happen. No I can’t fall in this. Love is nothing and specially it’s not made for me.

In blink of eye remaining days came to an end both were ready to leave, they were waiting for jet to arrive. In some time jet came and they boarded. There almost 10 hours passed. When Sidharth came near to shehnaaz.