PROMISE KNJ 18+ ✔

warn

Still Y/N POV

"What is that ?" Suga ask . I give the bag and they look at it .

"Yah ! It's so cute !" Jin said and we chuckled .

"What is this ? The set clothes ?" Jungkook ask .

"Yea . This is mine , this is Namjoon and this is our child ." I said and show them .

"So cute !" Tae grumbled .

"Yah new phone ?" Suddenly Jimin grabbed my phone .

"Yea . He buy it for me since my phone at house . He said why not he buy it for me ." I explained .

"Aish . He so rich ." Jhope mad .

"Y/N . Can I ask you something ?" Suddenly Jhope ask .

"What is it ?" I asked back .

"You love him isn't ?" Jhope ask again make me shock .

"I don't know ." I look down because I really don't know what my feelings to him right now !

"You know he crying last night ?" Jhope ask again .

"Why ?" I shocked .

"He tell us his dream . He hope what he dream is real but it's not ." Suga said .

"Dream ?" I asked .

"Dream about you and us . And Minju . Your future child ." Jin reply .

"Oh . Yea he told me that dream ." I said . I feel bad .

"I don't know . When we buy this clothes , he looks sad ." I said .

"Why ?" Kayla ask .

"At first he pulled me to the baby shop . Then we found this set of clothes . Father , Mother and Children . He excited . He said why not we buy it ? But then his face changed ." I look down again .

"Face changed ?" Jimin ask .

"Yea he suddenly said It's okay . He forgot that we not husband and wife . He pulled me and want to leave but I stop him and said why not we buy it ? He become excited back and we buy it . I don't know my feelings to him . Sometimes I feel bad when he crying because of me ." I sigh .

"Aish . He really love you Y/N . He always hide his sad , his tears . But we always forced him to tell . Because of that we know . When he tell us , he will cry quietly and trying to hide it . Like last night ." Jin said .

"I know . But I still can't forgot what he do to me !" I mad .

"What he said is true ? You kissing with Yeonjun ?" Jimin ask suddenly .

"Y-Yea . It's because he confess at me . He know I divorced with Namjoon . Then he confess . Why I need to reject since I also don't have anyone ?" I said .

"Y/N . I warned you . I'm not controlling you okay ? I just warned you . Please ! Stay away from Yeonjun ! If you don't want to see his dead body , so stay away from him !" Jungkook warn .

"Why ?" I asked .

"Yah . You also see right how he kill Qeesha ? He obsessed with you , Y/N ! He will kill Yeonjun also . Just don't talked with Yeonjun ! Please . I beg you ! I know he is the good guy but Namjoon will become crazy !" Jimin warn .

I sigh .

"Okay ." I looked down .

"Can I leave ? I want to shower ?" I ask .

"Yea why not ." Jungkook said with a smile . I take my things and go upstairs . I open the room door and saw Namjoon was sleeping . Yea he said he tired . I put the things and lay down next to him . I stare at him .

Is my decision that divorced with him is wrong ? He really love me ! I can see . But why I ask for divorced ? Am I regret ? I love him too . So much . I miss him too but why I ego ?! He do anything for you , Y/N ! What did you do ?! Brake his heart ?! You are so stupid ! Ego .

I stare at him and my arms suddenly moved automatic . I hug him .

"I'm sorry . I love you ." I said and hug him more tight .

"Yah ! What ?!" He shock .

"When you wake up ?" I ask shockedly too .

"I feel someone hugging me . I just want to open my eyes . But then I saw you and you said you l-love me ? I-Is that true ?!" He holds my hand and stare at me . I can see water stagnated in his eyes .

"N-No ." I lie .

"Oh . Maybe I hear something wrong . It's okay ." He smiled . Yah ! Y/N ! Why you so ego ? He hug me and we cuddle .

"Thank you ." He said suddenly .

"Why ?" I asked .

"You didn't love me . You hate me . But you give a chance to make you happy , you said I'm your boyfriend and also you give me cuddles . I'm feel lucky have you . Thanks ." He said and smiled.

"Really ?" I asked .

"Yea . Not just today . I mean . Since we was 14 ! I always feel lucky have you . But ." He stop .

"But ?" I asked .

"N-Nothing . I know you understand baby ." He kiss my forehead .

"Y-Yea ." I understand .

"Can I shower , babe ?" I asked .

"Sure ." He said . I want to stand up but suddenly he grabbed my wrist .

"Can I join ? Please ?" He asked with a baby face .

"Yea ." I mean just shower right ? Not a sex . I hope so .

End Y/N POV