PROMISE KNJ 18+ ✔

Trauma

Y/N POV

I hug him as tight as I can . But then when I stare at him , he already sleep . What I said is correct . He need a rest . I feel bad . He really worried if I ask for divorced . He really love me ? I stretch his hair slowly and smile . I brake the hug and stand up . I kiss his cheek and go downstairs . I saw the others is busy talking about something at couch . But I didn't saw Minju .

"Hey ." I smile .

"Hey Y/N ." They smiled and I sit next to Jimin .

"Where's Minju ?" I ask .

"Oh . Her friends come . They said they want to play at her room . She at her room ." Jungkook explained . I sigh loudly suddenly .

"Hey why ? You looks worried ." Kayla ask .

"Nothing . I worried about Namjoon ." I said and look at them .

"Namjoon ? Why ? He sick ?" Tae ask worriedly .

"No . Just . You remember when I sit next to him , he go upstairs ?" I ask .

"Yea . He act so weird ." Jin said .

"So . Last night he drunk . You bring him to me . Then you know . We have a . Sex . Actually we have a fight yesterday ." I explained .

"Fight ?" Jackson ask .

"Yea . He playing game but suddenly we hear someone called him babe . I mad and he keep saying he didn't cheated . Then we hear the boy voice . Actually the girl that called babe that time is playing game with her boyfriend . Maybe he same squad with Namjoon . Because of that we can hear their conversation ." I explained .

"Aish because of that he look so sad ." Jungkook said .

"Then when I go to my room back just now . Suddenly he ." I stop .

"He what ?" Suga ask .

"He become crazy ." I said .

"What do you mean ?" Jhope ask .

"He . He keep hitting his head and crying ." I look down .

"Yah why he do that ?" Jimin shock .

"I make him calm down . Then I ask why . He said sorry . He suddenly hug me . He said he love me . He said sorry , I didn't cheated , don't leave me and many things he said . He like so worried if I leave him ." I explained .

"Yah . W-Why he said that ?" Jackson ask .

"He keep saying sorry and he keep hugging me . I ask him why . He said he didn't cheated and he drunk . He keep saying about our promise . He said don't leave me , don't said about divorced . Don't said you hate me . He keep saying like that ! It's make me worried . Then he thought he raped me last night because he shock he wake up naked . He drunk right last night ." I said and they chuckled .

"Yah this boy . He make us worried too !" Tae grumbled .

"Yea . I explain what happend and he look so messy . I mean . He looks so tired . He look so stress . I ask him to sleep and he sleep now ." I explain .

"I feel bad . He really love you . You also can see how he scared losing you ." Suga said .

"Yea I know ." I sigh quietly .

"He trauma ." Jimin said .

"What do you mean ?" Jackson ask .

"You didn't remember when the divorced day ?" Jimin asked they all .

"The day he look so sad ! He crying . He trauma about divorced . Y/N is his first love and he promisee that Y/N will be his last love too . So ?" Jimin explained .

"He crying ?" I ask .

"Yea . The day you and him divorced . He look so sad . We feel bad look at him like that ." Tae reply .

"That make me remember ." I said .

"Remember what ?" Jungkook ask .

"When we at court . He need to divorced me . He said and his tears drop . Then when we go to our car . He ask me for a last hug . He hug me so tight but I push him ." I said .

"Oh yea . I saw that ." Jackson said .

"Can I see him ?" Jhope said worriedly .

"Yea ." I said and they all follow me to Namjoon's room . We open but we didn't saw Namjoon .

"Where is he ?" Suga ask and I go to bathroom . He not there too . We finding him and we go to Minju's room . We open the door and saw Namjoon was carried Minju like a superman . Minju's friends just laugh look at what Namjoon do . They saw us and Namjoon stop playing . We laugh and Namjoon smiled shyly .

"Yah we finding you !" Jin hit him .

"Why ? I just playing with them ." Namjoon reply .

"Nothing . You okay ?" Jhope ask .

"Why you keep asking me the same question from yesterday ? I'm fine ." He smiled and we smiled back .

"Yah I want to talked with you ." Jimin said and Namjoon nod . We all go to couch .

"Why ?" Namjoon ask .

"Yah can we know what happend when you gone ?" Tae ask .

"Urm . Why you didn't ask Jungkook ?" He ask back .

"Come on tell us ." Jimin said .

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