PROMISE KNJ 18+ ✔

What happend ?

Namjoon POV

Flashback

I go buy a shoes for Y/N . She ignored me for 2 weeks . I buy a shoes and I want to go home but I saw a new shop just opened . I go to the shop and buy a drink since I was thirsty . I go to counter to pay but I saw a medicine . It's like for headache . I take a medicine and check the date . The date was expired . Then I remember that Y/N said she hate me and you guys also always mad at me . I become so stress actually that time . I think I just wanna died . So I buy the pill and I put it in my drink . At first . I don't want to drink because I thinking about Minju . But then I just drink it . I drink and I didn't even feel anything . I mean . I didn't feel my stomach hurt or headache or dizzy . I just feel normal . I go back home to give the shoes to Y/N but suddenly when I'm walking at park , I feel dizzy . Really . Then I didn't remember what happend . I remember I wake up and saw Jungkook was holding my hand . He crying . I ask if he tell anyone about this . He said he didn't . So I said don't tell anyone . Just tell I'm dead . He crying when he hear my plan . He said Taehyung will crying . Minju and Y/N will lose me . But I didn't changed my mind . So we keep with our plan . Then I discharge without telling Jungkook . I changed my phone number . I try finding a hotel but my wallet didn't enough money . So I just sleep at roadside for a years . Until one day . Yeonjun saw me sleeping at roadside . He ask me why . I explained and he said sorry . He are the one who stab me and he are the one who send a picture I was having sex with other girls although I didn't . Then I just forgive him . He said he doing a job . The job he do is business . From laptop and can do it from house . He give me his extra laptop and we become friend . We doing a work together . He ask me if I want stay at his house but I don't want . He forced but I still don't want so he agreed . Then my business success . I got a money . I put it Infront house every month . I also always look at you guys from far . I will make sure the money arrived at Y/N's hand . Then I also noticed Minju always go to park with her friends . I plan to go more closer with her . If I can't closer with you guys and Y/N , can't I go closer to my own daughter ? I always give her a candy and many things . She always ask me to open my mask and cap but I don't want . So one day , she ask me if I can go to her house . Her family want to met her new friend . At first I don't want but she forced me . So I guess I just go . I can go just for a minutes without talking and show myself . But when you guys pull my mask and cap , I become scared . I become worried . My tears drop because I know I can't run that time . You will saw my face also . When you said I'm familiar from back , that make me more scared . When  you pulled me turn to you guys , I don't know what to do . I keep crying and you turn my head up . I miss you guys . So much . I miss Y/N . I miss all of you . When I saw Y/N , I can't think anything . What I know is I want to hug her and said sorry . That's all .

End flashback

I tell them the flashback and they shock .

"We miss you that time . A lot ." Tae said .

"I know ." I smiled .

"But actually before that happend , I also ask Jungkook to promise me . If anything happened to me , don't tell anyone especially Y/N . Because that time I can feel something will happend ." I explained .

"Aish Jungkook ! You so cruel !" They mad .

"Don't mad at me ! Mad at Namjoon !" He mad back and they all looked at me .

"Sorry ." I sigh and look down .

"Now I understand why when we ask how Namjoon died , you always queit !" Kayla shout .

"Yah ! Don't mad !" Jungkook shout back .