PROMISE KNJ 18+ ✔

Tired

Namjoon POV

They pull Suga because he keep shouting at me . I regret what I do . I love her so much . But why I slap her ? Am I pyscho ?

"Hyung . Is it true you slap her ?" Tae hold my shoulder and ask .

"Yah . Answer us . Don't be like Y/N that keep quiet ." JK grumbled .

I nod slowly .

"So it's true ?!" Jhope shocked .

I quiet .

"Said something ." Taehyung said .

"I don't know what control me ! I'm tired and stressed that time !" My tears drop again .

"Namjoon . You mad at me because almost slap Kayla but you are the one who slap your own wife ." Jin said in mad tone .

"Explain to us what happened ?" Jimin forced .

"I . I just come back from work . I'm tired . My body hurts , I feel want to fever . Many things . I'm stress . When I open the door , I saw Y/N . She wait for me . Then she keep hugging me . As usual I always feel calm . Yea . I know what motive she do that . She want make me feel calm because I always feel calm when she hug me but yesterday something controlled my body . I suddenly slap her . I realized what I do . I keep knocked the door but she don't want to open ." I crying .

Taehyung hug me .

"Why you need to slap her ? She a girls ! She is your wife , Kim Namjoon ! She non stop crying ! She call Jimin last night and non stop crying ." Jhope mad .

I quiet .

"You've changed ." Jin said .

"I know ." I wiped my tears .

"Can you stop doing work and focused to your wife ? She need you . She need her husband ." Suga mad .

"Can I met her ?" I ask and they nod .

I go upstairs and open the door . It's not lock .

I saw her . She sleep ? She lay down and moved her body to another side that she can't see me . She didn't noticed me .

I closed and lock the door quietly and go to her . I really feel useless . I slap her . With this hand ? The same hand that wear a ring for her .

I go to her side and stare at her with a smiled .

"Go away ." She said and go to another side .

"Baby . Please ?" I hold her hand .

"I hate you , Kim Namjoon ." She said make me feel more useless . This is second or third time she said .

"Baby . I love you . Forgive me ?" I stare at her again .

She stand up and want to go to bathroom but I grabbed her wrist .

"Y/N ." I said .

"What ?!" She push me and her tears drop .

"Hey . Hey ! Don't cry ! I'm sorry !" I worried . I hug her but she didn't hug me back .

"Y-You changed . I miss the old you ." She said make my tears also drop .

"I'm sorry . I'm sorry ! Please ! I love you ." I said and hold her face .

"You slap me . For the first time . Wow . I just want your anntention ." She said and look down .

"Y/N ! I promised to you I will not do that again . I'm sorry . I just got some stress ." I sigh .

She ignored and go to bathroom . I push the bathroom door and go in with her .

"What now ?!" She shout .

"Y/N ! Y/N !" I shout .

"I'm sorry . Please . Don't ignore me ! I need you ." I hold her both shoulders .

"You need me ?! You love me ?! But you slap me ?! Are you dumb ?! You make me hate you so much ! Just stop act and divorced me !" She said about divorced make me shocked .

"N-No !" I said but she push me and leave the bathroom . Maybe she feel uncomfortable fighting in bathroom .

"Y/N don't said that ." My tears drop again .

"Whatever ." She said and leave the room . She want to go to stairs but I grabbed her .

"Y/N . Please ! Don't said that !" My tears non stop dropping .

"Don't touch me !" She push me . Then I saw the boys at stairs was staring at us .

I pull Y/N to room back and lock it .

"What ?!" She shout .

"Kim Y/N ! Please . Don't . I'm sorry ." I hold her shoulder and crying .

"Don't what ?" She asked and try to hold back her tears .

"Don't said about divorced . I'm sorry ! Please . I love you so much !" I hug her tightly . She try to push but I hug her so tight .

"You slap me , Namjoon . I didn't ever think you can do that but you do it . Yesterday . I just want to hug you because I miss you . But you suddenly make me hate you ." She said and I still didn't brake the hug .

"Baby . Please ? Don't said you hate me . Don't said about divorce ! I'm really sorry . Okay . Tell me ! What you want me to do ?" I stare at her .

She quiet .

"Please answer . I don't like we fighting . You want me quit from that job ? I can ! Then I will work back at market and I can spend time with you . O-Or . Or you want me cut this hand ?" I asked and she shocked . She stared at me .

"The hand that help you wear a ring . The same hand that slap you last night . You want me to cut this hand ? I-I can ! I can do whatever you want ! Please . Forgive me ?" My tears drop .

"Hey don't said that !" She hug me tightly .

"I'm not crazy until want you cut your own hand !" She said make my tears drop . I hug her back.

"I love you . Please . Don't leave me . Give me a chance ." I hug her so tight .

"I already give many chance ." She reply .

"I'm sorry . Please ." I said and she brake the hug .

She pulled me to sit at bed .

"What make you slap me ?" She ask .

"L-Last night . I actually didn't finished my work . I got many work . I'm busy thinking about you . Always . So I go back home and think want to hug you . I thought you was sleeping but when I arrived , you still awake . When you hug me , I feel calm . Really . But when you didn't want to brake , I suddenly be mad . I don't know . Maybe tired . T-That make me slap you . I'm sorry ." I explained and my tears drop .

End Namjoon POV