He Started It by Hitting on Me

Heartbeat?

JONGHYUN'S POV
Sigh... it's been many weeks ever since Key and Hea Won's DRAMATIC pre- breakup. Damn, even if it had only been a couple of hours, it felt like 60 YEARSSS, MAN.
Anyway, after they ugh, made up right in front of me and that we both went to a restaurant and ate because she wanted my money but I wouldn't give it to her because I was afraid she'd... do things to it. I'm not going to trust her with my money. Who knows what she could do... or maybe she'll think I'm too nice and ask for money again and again and then finally do things to me that will embarrass me in front of everyone.
Anyway, she ate everything... AGAIN. I barely got a piece of meat but she just ing ate everything and laughed at me while she ate my food... that was paid with MY money.
But when she saw how sad and hungry I was (damn I was hungry) she sighed, rolled her eyes and held out her chopsticks that had some food on it. I blinked at the chopsticks that were right in front of me but then hesitantly ate the food she gave me.
She fed me a couple of more times until stopping her nice nature and going back to stuffing herself again.
That was that and now, its been days since that Key and Hea Won dramatic pre- breakup.
School was boring as hell but I was happily banging girls again. It's nice to bang girls, you know? They moan when you want them to moan and some of them get when they're getting banged.
Somehow, I made it through 3 years of banging girls without getting any one of them pregnant.
THANK GOD, AHAHAHAH.
Sigh... now, it's like the end of the day and I'm SO bored. I just banged a girl a couple of minutes ago and now, it's time to go home. And then the cycle of school goes on again tomorrow..
While I was going home, I went home with all those friends I unfortunately had and that was with us. I know she didn't want to- since Hea Won and Key wanted to come with us (Onew, Minho, Taemin and me) the was dragged along.
AHAHAHA- sucks for you.
She walked with us, looking at the floor and yawning with her arms folded. Guess she's tired.
Taemin wasn't hyper today which is a miracle. But he hung around that . He smiled at himself when he caught a whiff of her hair. Uhm, getting high Taemin?
Minho and Onew just hung around this magazine (maybe a magazine- I think they have finally learned from me) and the beloved couple were holding hands while talking about clothes.
Of course Key loves clothes- he's an umma.
Me? I'm a loner for now.
I just really wanna bang more girls. I can just get out and bang girls but for some reason... I don't feel like leaving the group.
I wanna stay.
Which is weird.
Wait, there's no Haneul here... MUAHAHAHA.
Anyway, while we were walking everyone went home at their own time. First Onew went home.
And then it was Taemin and Minho. Minho had to force Taemin on his back to go home.
Key and Hea Won went home, kissing and making-out until they finally left and noises were being made at the house while I passes it.
Aish Key and Hea Won.
I sighed. Thank god. I'm finally alone.
"Ew. It's you."
Oh . I forgot- the is here.
I turned my head to the side and saw her walking beside me, not even making eye contact with me.
I groaned. "What. Do. You. Want?" I asked, irritated she was still here.
"My house is close by, duh."
Oh yeah- her house is right over there. I nodded. "Good. Now I don't have to see your ugly face," I smirked.
She rolled her eyes. "Psh, you've got an ugly , you ."
EXCUSE ME, MY IS WONDERFULLY AMAZING FOR YOUR INFORMATION.
I gaped at her. "MY IS AMAZING!" I yelled a little too loudly.
People stared at me. Sorry..
"Aish, look at you- you're such an embarrassment to be around with," she scoffed.
I.
HATE.
HER.
SOOO MUCH.
I stomped my foot. "Well, you're ugly!.. Again!"
She rolled her eyes. "What-"
Suddenly, I see her falling towards the ground.
OH MY GOD, SHE'S GONNA FALL. WHAT AM I GONNA DO? WHAT AM I GONNA DO? IF I LET HER FALL, SHE'LL BLAME ME AND INSULT ME.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I think I am more panicky than her at this moment.
Suddenly without thinking, I grab her hands and pull her up but she got pulled in more into me and that's when I realized- her body is touching me.
....
OH MY ING - HER BODY IS TOUCHING ME. HER BODY IS TOUCHING ME!!! HER BODDDDYYYY ISSSS TOUUCCCHINGGG MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
OH GOD, I CAN FEEL HER S!
I widened my eyes and let go of her before she can push me away.
I walked back slowly and looked at her for the last time until running away from her.
Once I was away from her and she couldn't see me, I fell on my knees in a corner of the street. I panted and covered my mouth, still not over what happened back there.
Sure, it maybe nothing to her but to me... for some reason, I feel like as if it was a big deal. And I don't ing know why.
Wait... there's this thing pumping in me. What.. what is that?
I take my hand and let it explore my body. I stopped at my chest and found my answer.
My chest was pumping.
My heart is beating fast.
My heart is beating fast.
My heart is beating fast.
.......
OHHHHHH MYYYYYYYYY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. MY ING HEART IS BEATING FASTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
I widened my eyes and grabbed my hair and pulled at it while screaming. "MY HEART IS BEATING FASTTTTTTT!!!!!" I yelled loudly.
This can't happen- This. Can't. Happen.
Why the hell is it beating fast? I'm not believing the reason is because of that ..
OH NO.
I get up. That's it- I will go and and bang girls nonstop starting now.
I will forget what happened to me just a moment ago.
While I was on the hunt for s, I felt that thing in my heart again.
Beating.
WHERE ARE THE ING GIRLS?!