He Started It by Hitting on Me

He's a Pee Pee Criminal

JONGHYUN'S POV
Yaaawn.
Well, I really had no dream this time. Just some random . I was in a meadow and then started to dance like a gay . Then everything became dark and I was running away from somewhere. I don't know what though. And then I went on a toilet...
It was awkward. Not the most weirdest dream I had, but it was still kind of weird.
I woke up by the time I felt something warm on my face. I slowly opened my eyes with the lids slightly drooping on my eyeballs. I blinked twice until the vision was clear and found sunlight hitting me directly on the face.
I shielded the warm sun away from the sun with my free hand and took a deep breath.
It was warmer now and I was glad the fire didn't spread anywhere else during the time we were sleeping.
I remember when I went to camp and I made a fire for the first time. Everyone was so proud of me and I started to have more confidence in myself at that time. Right when we went to sleep, the fire started to spread everywhere and 15 minutes later all the campers and counselors were running to the buses to get the hell out of there.
It was too big to stop it.
And then everyone started to hate me.
Well it's their fault for letting an 8 year old start a freaking fire. Who the does that?
Exactly- these dumbass old people.
Ah, back to the present now.
It was all warm inside and I felt all heavy and stuff. That was the time I felt something cold on me.
I wasn't talking about the that was on me, who was still sleeping and even had snuggled up close to me on my lap.
She probably was feeling cold from the night. The fire probably died out in the middle of the night. Because my lips feel kind of chapped.
Even though the parts the were covering on my lap were warm, I couldn't help but to feel something cool on my lap.
And below my gut...
And suddenly it hit me.
Yesterday, I was in a desperate mood to go to the bathroom after the diner. I still haven't gone after I pwned that distant relative . Even when we were in this barn, I still had to go but I totally forgot about it when I was talking to the .
Gah, and now I remember that I should call her 'Mi Young'. It suits her, right? Don't try and change my mind because that can happen easily in this situation.
And because I have totally forgotten about my peeing state, it had gone on without me and done the job.
I closed my eyes shut and bit my lip hard but not that hard to make it bleed.
Please tell me it didn't get on her. 'Cus if it did, I'm ing dead as an extinct dinosaur.
I opened my eyes and slowly pulled up the - aish, Mi Young, up to my chest and placed my hand on the back of her sweater.
Unfortunately for me, it was really wet. And it smelled.
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DAMMIT. WHY ME? WHY DO I HAVE TO DIE SO SOON?
God, what did I do? Tell me what I did and I'll make it up to you. Please, just please help me. I don't want to die so soon.
I didn't get to bang any girl for Pete's sake.
I cursed myself out quietly under my breath and thought carefully on what to do about this critical situation.
... After 5 minutes, I knew I was going to die.
Nothing came up in my head and I just sat there with the most retarded expression on my face with the 's head almost falling off her shoulders if I kept on holding her neck like that.
I slowly set her down on the hay while I kneeled on my knees, studying her body.
I looked down onto my own wet spot and saw that it was drying pretty quickly. However, the 's sweater didn't seem to dry off anytime soon.
How life hates me so much. You know what? I hate you too, life. I ing hate you.
Everything was going so well and then you decided, "Aw. They're warming up to each other again. Well, time to ruin it, heehee!'' And then you made me pee.
You son of a .
I turned the bit- Mi Young around so her back was facing me. Indeed, there was a freaking huge spot on her sweater and it was pretty visible.
The look of it made me want to cry. I was going to ing die, dammit.
I was going to die...
I should really stop thinking like an emo right now.
I started to flap my arms to create some wind or something and directed it towards the 's back so the spot could dry off.
My arms flapped around crazily around her and her cheek stuck to the hay while drool came out of her mouth.
Ohoho. What a retarded face.
After a couple of minutes, the spot never dried. And I was almost on the verge of crying.
I started to use my mouth to dry it. NO I did not it- you nasty dumbass- that makes it even more wet. I started to breathe on it as if I were a hairdryer or something.
Huh. It made some effect.
I'm almost a quarter to halfway there.
I kept on drying with it by my mouth and started to think that, "Hey. I think I'm able to do this. Hey, look at that- I'll be alive for one more day. Hey-"
My thoughts were interrupted when that girl herself started to move a little. When she did, I yelped like a little girl and almost fell back.
Her body started to squirm a little and she was picking her head up slowly.
This moment kind of did resemble the Grudge.
I took quiet breaths and waited for her to be fully awake. You're gonna die today... you're gonna die today...
Oh my god this should be a song. Kind of an emo song, but I'll pull some strings around it.
The Grudge- oops, I mean the - oops, I mean-
YOU KNOW WHAT? THIS. I'LL JUST CALL HER THE UNTIL I GET THE HANG OF HER NAME.
The propped her elbows onto the hay and turned her head sideways toward me. Her hair was covering most of her face, but I could make out most of where her eyes were. She was squinting and still looked kind of groggy.
"Morning," she called out to me in a hoarse voice. I waved back weakly in response.
She nodded and scratched her head. She looked at the hay and then looked around. She looked up at me after.
"Wasn't I sleeping all the way over there?" she asked me, pointing at the tractor's wooden wheel.
I looked back at it and then looked back at her, nodding. "Yeah, you were. I was sleeping and uh, when I woke up, you were already next to me laying down," I lied.
You know what the consequences would be if I were to tell her about me putting her on my desperate bladder and that I drowned her back in my ninja juice.
She squinted at me for a minute or so, and then nodded slowly as if she didn't believe me. "Okay then. Urgh. What time is it?"
I shrugged. "I don't know. I don't have my phone with me," I answered.
"Yeah me neither," she muttered, getting up on her knees now. The straightened her back and stretched for a second, with my hand going up because she raised both her arms to stretch.
She still had her arms above her head as she closed her eyes for a mere second. And then they opened up quickly. The furrowed her eyes.
"Why is it so cold?" she asked the question I was begging silently for her not to ask.
I could feel my heart doing a leap inside of me so I smiled nervously. "Uh, well that's how it is outside: cold! Ahahahaha...ha..." I lied, rubbing the back of my head with my free hand.
She furrowed her eyes at me. "Okay... let's go outside then."
I widened my eyes in alarm. "Wait, what? Why?"
The looked at me for a while with a cautious stare. "Because we have to get out of here..." she answered slowly.
I opened my mouth a little bit and then nodded. "Oh, okay. Yeah, let's go."
Both of us got up and I took the lead, pulling her gently along with me and took quick glances at her as we kept walking.
The wasn't anywhere concerned about the odd chilly feeling she was having and I was kind of relieved. But I had to have my guard up all the time.
You never know when this might pounce.
We were already halfway through the park and it was pretty warm and nice out. The sun was shining on all the shady, big green trees which were moving slowly as the wind met their presence. There were multiples park benches as we passed them quickly. I didn't see any people here though. It was probably because we were all the way in the back of the park.
I mean, really- there's a freaking barn in here. A barn.
Ahem, anyway we walked for like 10 minutes without talking and I was wondering what I should talk about. Silence is awkward for me at this stage now because every time we're all silent, I feel as if the is feeling the wet spot on her back and is thinking how she should kill me without anyone finding out about it.
Wouldn't you find that scary?
Suddenly, the spoke up. "Hey. Do you know where we're going?" she asked.
"Huh? Oh yeah, of course. The path is really easy to follow, so don't worry," I grinned at her. The nodded and then shivered silently.
"It's still kind of cold. But it's so warm outside..."
"Ahahaha. You're probably hallucinating. That happens to a lot of people, you know? Hallucination is really bad for the brain. Ahahaha..." I trailed off.
"...But I feel it-"
"Oh look, we're here! See, I told you I could find it."
The looked around a place of a park where people were around, ice cream cones and played in the sandbox and such. Most of these people were... kids.
I saw some adults but no people our age.
They were either old or young. Not in-between. No wonder Key and the others didn't want to come here.
However, the was so amused by all this. She looked blankly at the kids in the sandbox and watched them as time passed by. I watched her face and how it went from blunt and bored, to sympathetic and innocent.
It was highly unusual to me. Then again, almost anything the did that wasn't bad, crazy or mean was unusual to me. Everything that did...
Abruptly, the handcuff around my wrist started to tug hard and that brought me back to life. I looked in front of me and saw that the was looking up at me.
"What?" I asked. She blinked once. "I want ice cream," she told me.
"...What?"
"Ice cream. Can you not hear me? I want ice cream."
"But why? It's probably like... morning time now."
"Nope, it's not."
"And how would you know that?"
The pointed at the kids. "Parents would not give their kids ice cream in the morning. Kids would not come over to the park in the morning. It's too cold to go there anyway. Therefore, it is most likely 2 p.m. here and I want ice cream," the explained, talking all scientist-like.
I blinked at her with wide eyes and raised my eyebrows all the way at the top of my head. "Uhm, okay then. Let's go," I mumbled, taking the lead again to a ice cream shop a few yards away.
We went inside the shop and she picked out her own flavors to eat. I only had enough money for one cone, so she had her own cone and I had... nothing.
It would be better for the dying boy to eat than the killer herself. She'll get more strength.
We went back into the park and the started to her ice cream cone with her tongue swiveling over the sweet confection. Her tongue is really plump and long...
What the ing hell are you gazing at, dumbass?
I gave myself a mental slap and sighed deeply. "Enjoying that cone?"
She nodded once as she kept on staring into space. She never insulted me once today. She never hit me once today.
She never did anything to me once today.
It is so empty without it. Time passed and such, with me looking around seeing kids laughing and eating and playing.
They're so cute and carefree~
And then it happened. Something splattered in front of us a few feet away and when I caught a good look at it, it turned out to be ice cream. The pink and white swirls started to drip down onto the cement floor.
I heard crying right after. I looked up from the melting ice cream to the little kid bawling his eyes out. He had an empty cone in his hand and cried and cried but no one seem to notice.
No one.
But somebody noticed and actually did try to do something to help the kid. In fact, it was girl who was handcuffed to me.
She went over to the kid, taking me with her and she bent down and leveled her height with the kid.
The kid who was still crying looked at the . The cocked her head to the side. "What's wrong?" she asked quietly.
The kid, still crying took a finger and pointed at the melting ice cream. The looked back at it and pouted, looking back at the kid again.
"Did you get a chance to it?" she asked softly. The kid shook his head. The tilted her head to the side again.
"Aww. That's not nice. Hm... give me your cone," she told the kid. The kid blinked at her as tears fell out but followed her order and gave her the empty cone.
She took it and took her own cone towards it. She scraped off some of her ice cream where she hasn't yet and dumped it into the kid's empty cone. The ice cream stuck to the rim of the cone and some fell in the cone, waiting for the kid to come and it.
The kid and I both seemed to be surprised at the actions of this right here.
Am I seeing things right? Did the actually give this kid some of her ice cream? Didn't this love food, by the way?
Am I... am I in some kind of alternate world where everything is backwards? Is Key finally gay?
The suddenly then smiled at the kid and handed the kid the cone. "Here. Have some of mine. It's better than nothing, right?"
The kid really had no words to say. He was speechless and his tears were still visible on his eyes while they rolled down his cheeks.
The 'tsk'-ed and took her free hand towards the kid's face. Her thumb wiped away the kid's tears. "Don't cry. Crying doesn't solve anything. Take the ice cream. It's pretty sweet and I want you to taste some of it," she says, smiling at him.
Yet again, the kid is speechless but the tears had stopped coming.
The put a hand on the kid's shoulder. "I suggest you eat it. You don't want this one to melt, now do you?" she asked him, smiling.
The kid shook his head and then bowed. "K-kamsamnida n-n-noona," he stuttered, speaking his first words to her. She nodded and shrugged after.
"No problem. What's your name?" she asked.
"T-t-taeyang."
"What? Really?! Same name as Big Bang's Taeyang? Wow, that's really amazing," the replied in awe. I'm still not sure wether she really was surprised or she was just pretending.
The kid smiled shyly. "Yeah, I kind of look up to him. One day, I want to be in the music business and become a singer too-" and the kid stopped, by putting a hand over his mouth, probably thinking he was speaking a little bit too personally.
The shook her head. "No no. Keep talking. I want to hear about your dreams," she told him, urging him to go on.
The kid slowly took off his hand and gulped. "But it's kind of embarrassing. And... what about hyung?" he asked, referring to me.
I raised my eyebrows. "What about me?" I asked.
"A-aren't you going to g-get mad that n-n-oona is talking to a little kid than to be with you?'' he asked, stuttering.
I blinked twice and I could feel my cheeks burning. "Oh, you t-think m-me and her are-? N-no! We're just f-friends," I stutter, feeling a little weird this little kid asked such a question.
He's like what, 7?
The looked up at me. "Yeah, is it okay?" she asked me.
I didn't have the nerve to look at her so I turned my head away and nodded. "Y-yeah. You can talk to him," I muttered, scratching my head. I felt the turn her head around back to the kid and they started to talk and talk as if there was no tomorrow.
I was getting too tired from standing up for so long, so I sat down next to the and rested my cheek on a fist of mine. I kept taking quick glances at the who was smiling and talking so freely and so spritely than I've ever heard from before.
The kid, Taeyang was smiling too now and had finished his ice cream happily as he talked about his dream with the .
... Sigh. I honestly have nothing to do. The and the kid are having such a nice time together and that gets me wondering...
Didn't I hear from before that the liked kids? I forgot who, but I know I've heard this from somewhere. She loved kids. Just from staring at her from here I could tell she had a little something deep in her heart for youngsters.
She really liked them. I guess she can be a real person after all. Real, as in a person with a heart. All up to this, I had thought this girl right here never had a heart. I thought she was like the moon, light at dark where everyone is sleeping but she was like a moon with no heart.
Turns out the moon always will have a heart. Always.
Okay, okay. Let me try and get the hang of this girl's name more. It's really awkward to say in my head, you know.
Mi Young. Mi Young. Mi Young. Mi Young. Mi Young. Mi Young. Mi Young. Mi Young. Mi Young. Mi Young... with her hair running down her shoulders as if they were red velvet curtains and her glistening sparkly eyes twinkling when she makes an insult and her small body having such curves that-
SHUT UP. SHUT UP. JUST SHUT THE UP.
I really slap myself this time, and encountered life just in time to see the Taeyang kid giving the ... a hug.
WHATTHEHELLISGOINGONHERE?
She's getting a hug? From a kid? And she's not beating this kid up?
I'm seriously starting to think I am in an alternative world. Alright, where's Key?
My face was just as surprised as before (look up to that gif to picture his expression) but what really got me lookin' like a dinosaur was when the put her arms around the kid.
See, picture my nostrils flaring and my eyebrows furrowed with my chinky eyes getting even more chinkier and my mouth opened as wide as it can get... you get it?
If you don't, then sucks for you.
They both let go and Taeyang smile's kind of faded. "Noona... your back is-"
"Oops, well look at the time- it's getting really late. I think we ought to go. Anyo Taeyang~" I quickly interrupted him, taking Mi Young's (YUS. I FINALLY GOT IT.) arm and dragging her with me somewhere far away from the kid.
My ing goodness that was close. I was almost dinosaur meat that time.
Am I really thinking of myself as a dinosaur now? Aish, what this girl and friends do to my mind.
I stopped walking fast as soon as we were out of the kid's way. Even though I was safe from the kid, there was someone else who has to talk about it.
"Why'd you take me away from Taeyang?" Mi Young asked me.
"He was a getting a little too clingy... right?" I asked, trying to make a lie.
She furrowed her eyebrows. "Uhh... no?"
I sighed. "Well I thought he was clingy. For a minute there, I thought he was going to grow up and become a stalker. Did you see the way he was looking at you? Man, it was if he wanted to gobble you up. And this kid is like.. seven for Pete's sake," I say, putting my hands on my hips.
Mi Young raised an eyebrow. "What's wrong with you? You're acting weird today. Did something happen?" she asked.
I shook my head. "N-no. I just... was... really jealous of that kid," I tell her, shaking my head. She put on hand on her hip.
"Oh really?" she asked, not falling for this.
I nodded. "Yes, really. He was so freakin' adorable and you were liking him more than you'll ever like me. Who would not get jealous?" I scoffed. Mi Young still didn't look like she was buying it.
"Seriously, what's wrong?" she asked me.
I shrugged. "Nothing, really. I'm just... feeling kind of sick."
"Sick as in...?"
"As in I'm missing our friends," I pouted, hoping she would at least buy this act.
"Oh. Then why didn't you say so?" she asked, scoffing.
Thank god.
She started to turn around and walk, but then she stopped and shivered slightly. "Don't you feel cold?" she asked me.
I felt myself go on an alarm. Stay calm and she won't suspect anything... she's already ing suspecting I'm crazy anyway...
"Ahaha, yeah I feel really cold. Brrr... Ahahaha..." I reply nervously, rubbing my arm with one hand.
And then as if she knew, her hand started to go to her back slowly. And I panicked.
I immediately went for her and put my arms around her, to prevent her from touching her back at all. I kept on breathing on her neck and I widened my eyes at the sudden movement I made.
I made a really dumb mistake.
"W-what? Yo, let go of me!" she yelled, trying to move me off of her. I shook my head. I can't let go of her. She will touch her back.
And I will die.
I'll die anyway because I'm touching her and I'm not letting go but it's better to die like this than die because of peeing on a girl.
She kept trying so hard to get me off of her but I still wouldn't go. I could tell she was getting really angry this time.
"You tard... let go of me," she said through clenched teeth and kept struggling out of my hold.
I couldn't talk because I had no idea what to say so I just kept my mouth shut and kept on suffocating her. But then I had an answer-
"You said you were cold, so I'm just trying to warm you up," I answer her, finding the most perfect answer that I could think of.
"You don't have to suffocate me. And you know I don't like it when guys touch me," Mi Young growled, still trying to get out of my hold.
Yes, I was very much aware of that and that is why I am risking my life.
What the am I talking about? I'm dying anyway.
Alright, Imma shut up now and let you guys see how this situation goes on.
I kept on almost squeezing the life out of her and people started to stare at us. Some people went, "Awww," or "Get a room, faggots." I almost gave the finger to the people who said that.
There was this one woman who was passing us and she went, "Aww, what a cute couple~". Mi Young spoke back to her.
"We're not a couple," Mi Young replied.
The woman stopped in her tracks and looked back at us. She had a pitiful expression on. Even though her expression was explaining that, her comment said something else.
"Then stop wearing handcuffs in public, freaks and go get a ing room."
... YOU SON OF A !
Stupid mother er who doesn't know any freakin' that son of an and she's a ing idiot and-
I got caught off-guard and Mi Young punched the out of me. I almost fell back but just stumbled. I grabbed my reddened cheek and gaped at her.
"YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO PUNCH ME!" I yelled.
"YOU DIDN'T FREAKING LET GO!" she yelled back.
"I WOULD'VE..."
I'm such a liar.
She let out an exasperated sigh and pushed the hair out of her face. "Don't do that again," she warned and started to walk even faster, taking me along with her.
I silently nodded to myself and kept on staring at her back, relieved she still hasn't touched it yet.
God, the day was damn tiring.
We kept on walking and walking until we finally made it to the meadow we were in a day ago.
Wow. I just realized- just yesterday we saw Key and Hea Won and the rest. Just yesterday Mi Young and I were handcuffed. Just yesterday we ate something and she almost killed me for food. Just yesterday we met Mi Young's aunt and I dissed that . Just yesterday both of us had another moment where I thought she resembled the moon. Just yesterday...
So many things happen in so little time. It just isn't even real anymore...
"Yah. Babo."
"Hm?" I asked, snapping back to reality. I was staring at the back of Mi Young, where I thought the spot was at, but it looks like it was gone.
... Does this mean I was safe?
If it does, I'm one ing lucky bastard.
"I... kind of wanted to ask you something," Mi Young gulped, who has stopped walking now.
"Oh. What is it?" I asked, curious. I stood behind her and waited for her to ask the question.
She hesitated to turn around and look at me. I was getting a little impatient.
"Hey, what is it?" I asked.
She turned around to face me. She looked directly into my eyes. I looked down at her and didn't dare blink. She wasn't that short- just only by a little but I find it superior to be taller than most girls.
Most guys are taller than me anyway, and I find that really embarrassing.
And most dinosaurs are like... really tall.
That just doesn't make any sense right there.
She almost leaned close into me and I could feel my heart beating hard again. Her lips were kind of curved into a 'o' and her eyes were huge.
My stupid heart my stupid heart my stupid heart my stupid heart my stupid heart my stupid heart my stupid heart my stupid heart my stupid heart my stupid heart my stupid heart my stupid heart my stupid heart my stupid heart my stupid heart.
And then she leaned in close and went, "What's that smell?" she asked.
My heart stopped beating for almost a second. "What?" I asked in surprise.
"What's that smell?" she asked again, scrunching her nose. "I kept smelling it ever since I was awake. It smells horrible."
I kept on blinking and had my mouth opened halfway through. Smell? She leaned in close to ask me a stupid question about a smell?
THAT SMELL IS MY PEE, DAMMIT.
AND BECAUSE YOU FREAKING MADE MY HEART BEAT AGAIN, I WILL PLAY WITH YOUR HEAD.
HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE PLAYED, ?
I shrugged. "Dunno. You must be hallucinating," I say, scratching my head.
She ing played with me again. God, it's annoying how she can act so... "innocent" and then it turns out she was the all along. She could be an actress one day.
She titled her head. "Huh. Well, whatever. Come on, let's get going," she sighed, taking a step forward to the meadow.
I sighed silently and went to follow behind her.
I should really stop having a thought about the ever liking me. We all know that's never going happen. And why did I ever think I would like her? I shouldn't even have those feelings for her. And I don't... right?
But those feelings aren't really bothering me anymore... and that's getting me peeved. I want to deny the fact I might like her, but I don't have the strength anymore. I hate that. I really do.
But I can't do anything about it.
Ah, long story short- she and I will never be together. She won't like me and that's that.
Yet, my heart is saying something else...
"YAH, TURN AROUND BABOS."
Both Mi Young and I turned around at the familiar voice we both have been dying to hear for some time.
We saw Key's head popping out of the car window and he was smirking at us. I was never so glad to see his smirk.
"Had a fun time?" he asked. He had the car running and if you looked inside the car, you could find everyone sitting in there, smiling at us.
You es.
We both ran over to them and Key greeted us with a big grand hug. "My yeobo~ How are you?~ And Mi Youngie, did you give yeobo another bruise?" Key asked us.
"Key. Get this off us, now," Mi Young and I growled together.
Key pouted for real and scoffed as he went back in the car to get the key. "When I ask a question, I deserve an answer," Key muttered as he rummaged through the compartment.
Finally, he got the tiny key out and unlocked the handcuffs, finally setting us free from each other.
Never have I been so happy to see my wrist without a metal bracelet around it.
I'm so happy I could cry now.
Mi Young smiled at the sight of her wrist free from the handcuff. And then she glared back at Key.
"I swear, if you pull something like that again-"
"That was Hea Won. I just had the key," Key defended, putting his hands up and smiling.
Mi Young just shook her head. "You idiot," she smiled and then all three of us went in the car.
Mi Young was supposed to sit next to me, but Taemin took her hand and pulled her over to him. Onew had to go in the back with me. I didn't see Onew for a long time.
He grinned at me. "Hey hey heyy~ Finally realized anything?" he asked quietly.
I shrugged. "I guess. Nothing interesting though," I answered.
He leaned into my ear. "Finally stopped denying the fact you like her yet?" he whispered.
I grinned back at him. "Keep on dreaming, baby."
Key started to drive then and I found out that there was this way back into the highway without using the meadow path.
But you had to walk for like 30 minutes to get there. By car, it's only 10.
"Did you guys do anything interesting over there? It looked so... lonely," Key frowned.
"Er, nothing really happened. We just fought as usual," I answer, hiding the part where I dissed the distant aunt.
"Hm. How likely for you guys to do that. Got banned out of anything this time?" Hea Won asked.
Mi Young shook her head. "No. These people actually didn't give a damn we cussed our heart out about food in their place," she explained bluntly.
"Did you guys make any new friends?" Taemin asked.
"Hm... yeah. He kind of reminded me of you, Taemin," Mi Young answered.
Ooh. Not the right thing to say.
"So you were thinking of me noona? So that means you like me? So that means we're gonna be together forever? SO THAT MEANS BABIES-"
"Taemin, if you talk anymore I won't be your friend anymore," Mi Young threatened him.
And this time, he shut up.
Minutes passed and nothing really happened except a little small talk but that's it.
And for a minute there, I forgot about the whole peeing accident. Until one second later-
"Yah! What's that disgusting smell?" Key asked, scrunching up his nose.
Everybody grew silent. In front of me, Mi Young started to sniff and then she touched her back for the first time today.
She touched her back for a while and didn't move one muscle until she nonchalantly pulled her hand back up to her and sniffed it.
I bit my lip.
Her hand stood in that very same place for about another minute and her body didn't move at all. Mi Young slowly put her hand down and she didn't look back at me.
I thought she wasn't going to look back at me. I thought I might make it alive.
Mi Young turned her head around as if this were a scary movie where a suspenseful scene was on and the ghost was turning their head all the way around.
This is the moment that was happening to me right now. She turned her head around to look at me. Her eyes were glaring at me and I could see the fire in there.
I wish that Taeyang boy was back here.
Suddenly, Mi Young spoke. "I don't know Key- maybe you're just hallucinating."
Why does God hate me?